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Embracing the new family dynamics and looking forward to the future with optimism

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  • Savvy_sewing
    Savvy_sewing Posts: 11,580 Forumite
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    thorsoak said:
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    Oh bl**dy h*11 !    Not  a nice peaceful tranquil start to your day - but at least it was a dead one!   Hopefully all clothes can be washed & dried and put away again by tonight.     
    Edited to add:  If it were me, I know that I would be bleaching/disinfecting - and having to be held back from flame-throwing at the drawer ! :-D
    Yes drawers all pulled out. Disinfected with Zoflora. And back after cleaning the carcus and floor beneath it.
     I have stopped for a cup of tea and because the boys are due back in 10 minutes.
    when I get them in bed tonight I will be pulling out the bookcases, etc and the toy box unit and cleaning behind/in/ etc all of them.
     I will be decluttering as I go as well.
     I was going to challenge myself to a decluttering August anyway.
    Also pick up again on some other MSE challenges. 
    Once decluttered I plan on redecorating, changing my soft furnishings etc too.
    But it will be a slower process because of my hand. 
    When I die I will know that I have lived, loved, mattered and made a difference, even if in a small way.

  • I expect the social will require me to go on parenting courses again ( even though the problem is more pre guardianship).
    I genuinely don't mean this to be cruel, but I do think it needs saying, so I apologise but also don't apologise. 

    I think its important that you don't keep believing that the children you are caring for only have issues because of what happened before they came to you.  Yes things improved after they came to you but they still haven't been fantastic.  You have struggled, and you have just been getting through the week a lot of the time, there has still been inconsistency, periods of chaos and sporadic contact with parents etc.  

    Also, as regards the parenting classes.  I know you did your best with your adult children as every parent does, but being brutally honest with yourself was there nothing you could have done better that might have meant that the situation as it is now would never have arisen?  Don't you want support and guidance to avoid making the same mistakes again with a new generation?

     I have been overwhelmed lately, what with lockdown, having to stop working, dealing with a broken and now deformed hand, the loss of my dearest friends, and lack of sleep.
    yes I have struggled.

    But you've been overwhelmed and struggling since your first thread on here 12 years ago.  

    How long can you and these children go on struggling from one crisis to the next?
  • Savvy_sewing
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    As long as it takes

    When I die I will know that I have lived, loved, mattered and made a difference, even if in a small way.
  • onwards&upwards
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    edited 1 August 2020 at 5:54PM
    As long as it takes


    Is that the right thing to do?  Are you sure?
  • Savvy_sewing
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    Not all of the time, I have had a lot of good times.  Yes it's been a rollercoaster. But that does not mean I am overwhelmed and struggling every day.
    granted I let off steam and my thoughts here, but that's how I turn my negative thoughts and feelings back into positive ones, it's how I actually do cope, get respite, find a friend that is in worse situations than me. How I am able to actually mentor other people on some of the same journeys.
    I find the calm in the( chaos to you), storms. I give love and hugs, I listen, and I do my best. That's all anyone can do. 
    When I die I will know that I have lived, loved, mattered and made a difference, even if in a small way.
  • onwards&upwards
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    edited 1 August 2020 at 5:59PM
    Not all of the time, I have had a lot of good times.  Yes it's been a rollercoaster. But that does not mean I am overwhelmed and struggling every day.
    granted I let off steam and my thoughts here, but that's how I turn my negative thoughts and feelings back into positive ones, it's how I actually do cope, get respite, find a friend that is in worse situations than me. How I am able to actually mentor other people on some of the same journeys.
    I find the calm in the( chaos to you), storms. I give love and hugs, I listen, and I do my best. That's all anyone can do. 

    Sometimes we have to say enough is enough, realise that a bad situation has gone on too long and will not get better, and make hard decisions for the benefit of the people we love, even though its incredibly painful. 

    I'll leave it there for today. 
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