Buffy takes it 6 months at a time

Buffythedebtslayer

Working week has gotten worse. Much worse. It felt really bad there today.

But we get paid tomorrow apparently. And I am going to bed after some sorting of resources. Got another big !!!!!! thing next week yay.

And I like my year 11.

Buffythedebtslayer

Been paid, made doctors appointment, had some sort of panic attack about shopping (!) think I am seriously losing the plot. So bloody tired.

But have been paid, Moved 160 into my new 2020 savings account. I will keep all my other savings going but this one has to have I think I said 10000 by the end of the year.

must sleep now. XXXX

Sun_Addict

I still have to wait another week to payday, we get paid last working day of the month, feels like forever since the last one.

Hope you get a good night's sleep and feel refreshed for the weekend xx

Buffythedebtslayer

Slept in, which was fine, thought it would help with the feelings of dizziness and breathlessness I keep getting but it hasn't. I think it is a combination of tiredness, stress and not eating properly. all things that could be solved.

I cleaned the rabbits out, made them an appointment for Monday, had lunch and then virtually passed out till about 30 minutes ago. I am actually glad I am going to the doctors on Wednesday. It was a pretty scary morning and I just feel so washed out and upset.

So not the weekend I wanted. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. X

Buffythedebtslayer

Got up reasonably early, cleaned out two tanks and the guinea pigs, walked the dogs, had breakfast and feel exhausted. Have to go out today, staying home yesterday to rest didn't help, I didn't go out all day and night, missed the party, am a bit sad about that, missed my friends. I haven't been out since Christmas. I think my friend is upset with me for not going. I am sorry. I just feel so weak and pathetic after doing anything, I need a sit down. (Doctor's Wednesday) Got really light headed on the dog walk, styled it out by leaning on a tree!!

I have ordered some furniture for the conservatory. This might motivate me for the tidying. I bought it cos it was in the sale - finishes today.

Lots of plans. no time!

going to have a nap before I go out. XX

Sun_Addict

Hopefully the doctor will shed some light on the dizzy spells, could be low iron/blood pressure/blood sugar/stress.

Hope this coming week is kinder to you xx

crazy_cat_lady

I am currently very dizzy every time I move at the moment - last time I put it down to stress but it was glue ear. I am very busy at the moment so it could just be that - but I hope that you get sorted at the docs on Wednesday.

Honeysucklelou2

I had bouts of dizziness last year which turned out to be low iron which was quickly sorted out with iron tablets.

Hope you feel better soon and have a good week.

Buffythedebtslayer

Been a sort of rough week. I have felt rubbish. struggled every day to get to work, alright once there but do have this overwhelming feeling of wanting to escape, to just drive off!

We had observations and I did ok, well to be honest I did well, and that was a huge relief.

couldn't go to the doctors as we had training(which then got cancelled grrrr) so am going tomorrow
instead. Then I have to get the vets. I am so stressed it is stupid. so many small things that are annoying.

Buffythedebtslayer

Most awkward interview on the TV with a guy who put a picture of himself on a billboard to get a date. I know how he feels. Dating apps are GRIM. I am not sure the interview helped, unless his true love was watching! Lets hope so.

The Corona virus is a bit worrying.

I went to the doctor. He wanted to sign me off. I said no. I am going back next Wednesday, he wants to see me in a normal week.

I just think January sucks big ones. I am ill anyway (Cold) and work is awful. I am your typical run down teacher. I need half term.

Money wise I have made a mistake, I did an IKEA order and forgot I had already ordered a bigger chest of drawers. Bit complicated to explain but now the fish tank won't fit in my room. It needs to move there because we are moving furniture around downstairs. Unfortunately one of the fish died and it now looks like another one is on his way out... It means I am working a lot furniture fitting in around the two remaining fish who might peg it!

There is so much to do I just don't want to get started. And M and S Ginger biscuits suck.