No Interests!

Helen1010

I have just registered to reply to this cause I could have typed it myself!


I am lucky with my life I think, I have a great hubby who runs his own business, nice house,cars, holidays blah blah but I don't get any enjoyment out of anything


Basically since I can remember nothing has got me excited, I mean nothing, my 1st big milestone when I was young when I passed my driving test years ago everyone congratulated me I was just not bothered but needed to drive to get to work,


Then I met my OH he proposed I just agreed cause I loved him but I wasn't bothered either way, we picked the ring, again I liked it but wasn't enthusiastic then we got married I wasn't nervous or excited on my wedding day just blah, I mean we had a good day but I was glad when it was over! ( I do love my OH please don't think I mean I married the wrong man I just wasn't fussed) everyone wants to take piccys of you and expect you to be the blushing bride er I wasn't, I just wanted to be married with no one bothering me ( we didn't have a huge wedding there were about 30 there which to me was 28 too many)!


We purchased a house that we wanted last year whilst everyone wanted to come and see it and said how nice it was I couldn't fathom out why?? its just a house where we sleep, eat etc... nothing to get all excited about, holidays are the same I want to go on holiday, do go but not fussed either way, when I'm there I'm just blah!!


I am just about to retrain in my career and try and find some spark and start in September, I am looking forward to a new adventure but not excited about the future and excitedly planning my new career, again I'm just not fussed.


I have some great friends but they all have kids and we are not having any (through joint choice- kids wind me and OH up) so I am just not that bothered about socialising with them as I have nowt in common but even previous to kids I had to plaster a smile on my face when id rather stop at home and watch a brad pitt film than be stuck out pretending to enjoy clubbing with then urghh


and this since I was young how my life has been - I'm just not that bothered about stuff, don't enjoy/hate things just go thought stuff as a zomble I suppose?? - I am pretty laid back anyway but I genuinely can't be bothered and really need to snap out of it now im in my 30's!