DFW with Depression Help

carer_adrian

Gosh i am so tired think i am going to have to go to bed after a busy day (yesterday) yesterday started with me picking my sister up i take my sister to work every saturday she gives me £5 pound petrol and i get the lovely opportunity off having my neice every saturday until my sisters partner picks her up from my home. It started very well the sun was shining so it was a perfect opportunity to take my neice and my daughter to the park i think i lost two stone in weight running around after them and the lovely warm sun. After my neice went home i mowed my dads lawn front and back i believe if they are not going to charge me rent i need to do jobs around the home as a repayment i would be totally lost without their support after i finished my chores me and my daughter had a lovely picnic before i went to work 2-8

Today i have spent a little money £20 pound on petrol
but i am so proud how things are going i am so proud i am totally changing my ways

What i have earned in September
£200 in my Christians against poverty savings account
£256 in my Top cash back account
£20 what i have made from selling clothes to a recycling company
£20 what i have made from doing jobs for family and friends

Well today is my last day at work for two weeks i am going to have a nice break and continue beavering away with money saving I have a car boot pencilled in for wednesday thursday friday sunday of next week and the same the following week i am not going to do anymore Ebay at the moment but i am going to try and sell some stuff via Facebook i am going to see What happens and whilst i have some time to myself i am going to venture in to surveys and the odd competion i have already entered two competions one for a car in my local paper fingers crossed anyway goodnight everyone on money saving expert talk later

Erme

The anxiety got really bad for me yesterday...

It's still there a little today but not too bad....

But I discovered this am that 1/2 an hour after taking my AD's in the am I feel a lot better and a lot brighter for a wee while...

Only a few hours but here's hoping it busts the anxiety in a few weeks...

The anxiety is a killer. I just want my bed with it...and I was quite tired last night so went to bed early then watched x factor till 10pm and ate like a pig so like didn't lose any weight - actually gained - eek

E

carer_adrian

Well i have had a lovely day again i took my beautiful daughter to the railway museum due to the heavy rain we were treat to old fashioned cars old motor bikes and push bikes but what realy excited my daughter was The Harry Potter train it was priceless lots of excitement for her and photos and the best part it was for free After wards we went back home i made dinner and once we had dinner it was time to take my daughter back to her mums prior to going to work, Today has been my last at work and i am going to have a long earned rest for two weeks before returning back. :j
Another nsd for me today

hope everybody has had a good weekend

carer_adrian

Well its my first day of my holidays the sun is shining and my thought of the day for me is its about time i should give mum and dad board they have been so kind with me and my daughter so they are definately going to get a suprise today but it has also made me realise that i am starting to get back on my feet again with finances i am completely able to pay board and still manage to pay debt off I really hope everyone has a good day

geek83

Hi Adrian,

Great to hear that you are getting back on your feet again. Take each day as it comes

Laura

greenbrucelee

There is definetly a link.

I got into debt years and years ago and got ccjs for my trouble I also lost all my friends because I wasn't able to do anything.

Obviously I got depressed but I have got myself back into debt again because of wanting to try and be normal again.

Speak to someone before you do what I have done.

carer_adrian

Thanks Green bruce lee for your advice i really do appreciate it thanks geek 83 also i am just feeling a little frustrated today my mum and dad have been awesome with me i am trying to do my bit by diy, chores around the home although they say what they want from me is to get myself sorted out and be happy i have been researching today looking for items that sre free around the local community i have managed to find some stuff that my daughter can do tomorrow i will also check with the library if they have any activities that they are doing during the half term week. Well i am going to have a cuppa now and then go and pick my daughter up from school tonight me and my daughter are going to a charity night tonight in aid of David Rathbands Blue Lamp foundation i am really looking forward to it tickets are Five pound each but it goes to a worthwhile cause and theres plenty of entertainment on offer from my local community so heres hoping they will raise a sizeable amount . So i am going to finish my cuppa and walk to the school and save my cars petrol Hope everyones having a good monday afternoon talk soon.

3 alcohol free days in a row
PROUD TO BE DEALING WITH MY DEBTS

carer_adrian

Well just returned back from the concert it was really good seeing teenagers from my local community as they raised £1500 towards charity that is a fantastic amount of money. Well i manged to save £5 pound at the concert i was lead to believe it would be £5 each per person but they didnt charge for my daughter any way i have joined amazon today and quidco and plan to start selling on ebay amazon and facebook starting from tomorow i hope everyone has had a good day. Talk soon

Spent £5 today
Day number three without alcohol

Proud to be dealing with my debts

Erme

Carer adrian (yeah I can't sleep LOL)

You know you can just put 'proud to be dealing with my debts' on your signature like I have done rather than type it every time...You just go to User CP (on the top) and then scroll down the left to edit signature. If you want it centered you can do that there too

It's upto you. You know I'm not having a go ...please don't be offended. If it helps you to type it everytime then do so

Erme

carer_adrian

Well i have had a lovely day today i have picked my daughter up from school today and went to her mums today for tea this evening i am going to my slimming club i wonder if i have lost any more weight, to be honest i am not sure i was a little naughty with my diet over the weekend. any way got to go will update later on how i have got on talk later