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Please god help, 60k in debt and feeling suicidal

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  • Rob5342
    Rob5342 Posts: 2,420 Forumite
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    edited 9 January at 3:57PM
    Thanks guys! So is that letter from Barclaycard an actual default? Is that that account defaulted now? I’m so confused! 
    They are telling you what you need to do to avoid getting a default, if you keep quiet they will default you and should write to confirm that. A default is serious so they don't just do it without warning, but in the long term perspective of a DMP thst you can't avoid then a default is the better of two evils (the other being an arrangement to pay marker) 
  • Grumpelstiltskin
    Grumpelstiltskin Posts: 5,473 Forumite
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    OP Please stop getting into a panic. You have been told nothing terrible is going to happen, debt collection can be very slow so don't expect everything to be sorted out quickly. It's only money nothing to get worked up about.
    If you go down to the woods today you better not go alone.
  • eleanorl89
    eleanorl89 Posts: 72 Forumite
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    That's easy said though isn't it. I think a lot of us here can remember feeling pretty much like the OP, in complete desperation and unable to believe that it can be as simple as that - and many of us wouldn't be trying to deal with it right after having a baby! 

    Eleanor - time to take a breath and relax a bit now. 
    - Your situation while unpleasant is a long way from the worst we've seen, I promise!
    - You've done the hardest bit - acknowledging you have a problem that needs fixing
    - As long as you pay your mortgage as you have been, nobody can take your home away from you. 
    - Your priorities now are to pay your mortgage, council tax, heat, light and water bills, food for your family, any essential insurances, any essential travel costs, and basic clothing on an as-needed basis only. Any secured debt (car loans etc) should also come under that heading. 

    Time now to get any payments cancelled that haven't yet been done, be prepared to tell creditors that they must only contact you in writing, sit tight and wait for the defaults. A constructive use of the time in between (as much as you have "time" with a newborn!) will be to start going through your budget (income and expenditure) with a fine toothed comb to see where you can make savings. 
    Thank you so much. I must admit, at this moment i’m having a low point again. I can’t quite grasp that something bad isn’t going to happen, I don’t (like you say) understand how it can be that ‘easy’

    I know my credit rating will be shot but that seems like such a miniscule punishment for such reckless behaviour

    It all started for me last year when I lost a pregnancy and was unable to work and focus on my business due to a severe decline in my mental wellbeing and then falling pregnant again pretty much immediately. So I used credit cards to fund the business as well as our lives

    I’m struggling to picture the future and see how things will get better than this. It’s like staring into a black hole. I’m absolutely terrified of the threateining letters that are to come, I can’t bare it

    Though my Husband is being wonderfully supportive, I can’t believe how lucky I am. I just feel I have tainted the first few months of our new babies life and will have for a while to come, when the letters and calls start
  • kimwp
    kimwp Posts: 2,951 Forumite
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    It might be an idea to talk to your GP about how you are feeling. And think if there's anything you can cut out for the moment to stop feeling so overwhelmed. Having a new baby is really tough, physically and mentally, you need to give yourself some space to relax and enjoy this time with your baby.
    Statement of Affairs (SOA) link: https://www.lemonfool.co.uk/financecalculators/soa.php

    For free, non-judgemental debt advice, try: Stepchange or National Debtline. Beware fee charging companies with similar names.
  • Rob5342
    Rob5342 Posts: 2,420 Forumite
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    That's easy said though isn't it. I think a lot of us here can remember feeling pretty much like the OP, in complete desperation and unable to believe that it can be as simple as that - and many of us wouldn't be trying to deal with it right after having a baby! 

    Eleanor - time to take a breath and relax a bit now. 
    - Your situation while unpleasant is a long way from the worst we've seen, I promise!
    - You've done the hardest bit - acknowledging you have a problem that needs fixing
    - As long as you pay your mortgage as you have been, nobody can take your home away from you. 
    - Your priorities now are to pay your mortgage, council tax, heat, light and water bills, food for your family, any essential insurances, any essential travel costs, and basic clothing on an as-needed basis only. Any secured debt (car loans etc) should also come under that heading. 

    Time now to get any payments cancelled that haven't yet been done, be prepared to tell creditors that they must only contact you in writing, sit tight and wait for the defaults. A constructive use of the time in between (as much as you have "time" with a newborn!) will be to start going through your budget (income and expenditure) with a fine toothed comb to see where you can make savingles. 
    I’m struggling to picture the future and see how things will get better than this. It’s like staring into a black hole. I’m absolutely terrified of the threateining letters that are to come, I can’t bare it

    Starting a DMP will be a big turning point, from now on you live on your budget and only pay what you have spare towards your debts. You will have to be careful and it will take a bit of getting used to but you will soon find that you make much better use of your money. Longer term when your income increases you can increase your debt payments, and at some point down the line you can make settlement offers to pay off some debts at reduced rates.

    The letters really are nothing to worry about. The first one can seem a bit scary but you soon realise that they are all running through their standard letters saying pretty much the same thing.
  • elsien
    elsien Posts: 36,057 Forumite
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    edited 10 January at 10:30AM
    You can also write to creditors and debt recovery to tell them to communicate with you only in writing. There is a template here someone if someone else can point at it.  You don't have to accept repeated phone calls off anyone. Also remember that a lot of  letters are computer generated and are triggered automatically. It doesn't mean that things are escalating although they can read like that.
    I would second speaking to your GP, just for reassurance if nothing else. If you do need support it is better sooner rather than when things have already got on top of you. 
    All shall be well, and all shall be well, and all manner of things shall be well.

    Pedant alert - it's could have, not could of.
  • sourcrates
    sourcrates Posts: 31,573 Ambassador
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    The letters are all computer generated, a default notice is a legal notice to remedy a breach in a financial agreement, and obviously it will be in legal language, as legal notices have to be.

    Yes they list what could happen if payments are not brought up to date, what that actually means is the debt will usually be sold or assigned to a debt collector, they will then write to you asking you to contact them.

    If you can make some kind of payment, fine, they will accept that, life goes on.

    If you can`t afford to pay anything, you tell them why you can`t, they will also accept that, and put your account on hold.

    Usually they will check back with you at 3/6 month intervals to see if anything has changed.

    The days when creditors chased you incessantly, despite having no money, are long gone in most cases, nowadays affordability is key, but you must tell them your situation, otherwise collection activity will continue.
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