The Best View Comes After the Hardest Climb.

RosaBernicia

Buffythedebtslayer said:

Teachers are always expected to set cover(and it would seem answer e mails!), regardless of how ill you are,

Your school may think that, I doubt the union or a lawyer would agree. 

Please don't risk your long term health.  You need to be well to make things truly better when this is over. 

Buffythedebtslayer

Today I am happy to say that all the animals have been cleaned out and I feel less like a neglectful owner. I have apart from when cleaning out animals spent the day in my room, resting. I have come downstairs, the house is nearly 25 degrees and I am sweating. All normal jobs have been resumed, think Mum is very relieved I am back. 

I had a nap, but am pretty pleased with the day. 

Sun_Addict

Great news but don’t walk before you can run xx

beanielou

Take it easy Buffster  xxx

Buffythedebtslayer

I just got an actually thrill of excitement cos I can check my bank account............Really do need to get out more. 

Buffythedebtslayer

House savings stand at 13138. 

Not too shabby. No where near enough to buy anywhere but a decent cushion. And by Jan it will be 13638. 

and then Feb 14,138. I know I am getting ahead of myself! I need to save more quickly to get enough. It will take a year to save enough to get to 20000. I need to think of how to save more. 

Buffythedebtslayer

I am quite worried about Mum, she is ill and so tired. She no longer wants me to do her pills and got quite angry about it. I don't know. I need to move the rabbit out this weekend and sort the charity shop stuff and fish tank next weekend. I don't know what I can do to help her. Tea in bed tomorrow, figure out lunch and dinner. Might try and walk round to the shop and buy nice bread at least. 

I am going to get some salted peanuts and find something to watch. Newsnight is breaking my heart. The system is horrendous and is failing children. And that is it. 

Buffythedebtslayer

Well Mum has tested positive. Came down and made her tea as would normally on a Saturday, so hot I could barely breathe, turned the heating right down, having a glass of water! 

I am so unhappy. Mum testing positive is just horrendous. All kinds of risks, so vulnerable. Such a horrible feeling to know I have brought this into the house. The guilt is crushing. That added to the feeling, or rather the knowledge that I shouldn't be here is awful. I have made such a mess of my life. It is so sad, all such a waste. 

Any how, I have a tonne of cleaning to do. Onwards and upwards. 

Willowtree222

Hope you’re both ok. Anyone could have brought it in so please don’t just put all the pressure on yourself. 

Take care Buffy x

Grumpelstiltskin

Buffy don't beat your self up.

You are  not and cannot be a hermit, you had to go out into the big wide world and unfortunately that always meant there was a risk you would bring the infection home.

If you concerned about your mother get on the phone to 111.