Moving forward and upwards

MovingForwards

Thanks SH and Skinty

Even though I've not done my career for quite a while, I could never let it go. I always mentioned it in other roles / interviews and referred to it often enough in my diary when comparing jobs since. I know you all think I should have returned to it sooner.

When reading through my CV earlier I was coming up with interview answers, running through potential technical questions and thinking of the companies I previously wanted to work at.

I've already lined up hours of CPD for the next few weeks. Every day I can log off and get a few hours under my belt, long weekends I can do webinars. Forms I can get online and swot up on those again.

None of the roles since have come anywhere near it for job satisfaction and it's ingrained into me; I was physically really bad, could do my old career with ease and climbed the career ladder at the same time.

The money saved for remortgaging next year, when the regular saver matures, would pay for my requalification, or the new company would. I've a clear enough credit history now and can explain the previous blip. 

The perks and benefits are better than I get now. While it may take a couple of years to get back up to this salary, the starting one shouldn't be unmanageable and similar to what I was on a few months ago.

I'm not having to convince myself to do this, as the decision feels right and I've got my hunger back for it  😃

Skint_yet_Again

Sounds like a great plan 😊 You know in yourself when the time is right and I can only see positives in your decision making. Good luck 

MovingForwards

Thanks Skinty

It's been bubbling away for a few years and I've tried my hardest to suppress the idea of returning. I've had random thoughts about doing it, but made excuses to myself about why I shouldn't.

When I wrote that huge post the other day about how I work best, it was written while I was thinking about my old roles.

Every job I've looked at, thought it may be a possibility, have always had some offshoot from my career and it was that aspect which was the appeal for each position. That in itself speaks volumes and I can't ignore it.

Grogged

Sounds like you've had the final nudge to get back into something you obviously love.
I don't think you'll ever get job satisfaction or the support or recognition from your current employer.

MovingForwards

Thank you Grogged, I think the shove was the one which broke the camel's back.

There won't ever be anything with my current role. I've looked, searched and tried to make the best of it. However, the rot set in as I smiled through the payrise knowing it wasn't enough. The urine was well and truly taken when told to focus on one aspect, yet given a long list to do not relating to it. Acknowledging I've health issues, but after having a very physical day not being asked how I was the next day. I also knew regardless of what anyone said, I would be back in the office full-time rather than a mix of home and office. Plus numerous other things that would go on longer than a certain battery toy advert.

Tea was served before I finished tonight.

I'm actually annoyed I didn't get to do any of my planned training or do more on my CV. 
- it can all be done from the comfort of my sofa, with my feet up 😃

TomBo is pleased with my decision.  

Skint_yet_Again

Good to hear that tombo is on the same page and backing your decision. He can probably see the change in you with the current job is not a change for the better. 

MovingForwards

Thank you Skinty, he can definitely see the changes. While he's not happy about me remaining in FT work, he knows I will be able to drop down to PT after I'm established again.

I'm looking into reinstating my English membership. It may not be financially viable and the money could be put to better use funding my Scottish one and the courses.

Today I've ordered four books to read and worked out my long-term career goals. They're not to the size I had previously, but definitely attainable within 5 years. I've opted for knowledge and experience, rather than aiming for the top ladder rung. 

savingwannabe

I am so cross the current employer has not even tried to make your role doable. They hired you gave you a ridiculous list and just assume you will do it when it sounds impossible. What a horrible employer. I am glad you are considering something where you feel more confident and hope that you get an employer that values your talents. Tombo is lovely and glad he is with you.

MovingForwards

Thanks SW it's never ending.

I set it all out to them, again. Took great delight in my final line as to me it meant I'm going at some point. Then in response had more work added.

I've made enquiries into the course. Most people take 3 - 6 months, some take the maximum 18 months to complete it and take the final exam. I could get stuck in during good days, slow down during a bad run.
- it's a much slower pace than when I did my others in England.

Membership is £100 + VAT, but gives me free and discounted training.

The cost is just under £1900 all in, discounted to just under £1500 if I become a member for 1 year. 

If I want to get started now, I would have to put it on my CC and spread the cost each month. The remainder would be paid off when the RS matures
- it makes sense to start now due to having long weekends and Christmas holidays.

I've explained it all to TomBo. He asked me how quickly can I get on the course.

I made a start on my refresher knowledge, got 4 ticked off my list and I'm eager to do the webinars.

Had curry sauce and chips for tea 😃

savingholmes

Really, really happy that you are going for it. A long time coming it seems to me. Hopefully now you are settled in your flat it will be easier for you.