taking responsibilty to get me where I want to be

efes_shareholder

Finally managed to get out of bed to get to the gym for the 6am opening.......................think its gonna be an early night tonight !!!!

Had slow cooked chicken and coconut curry last night with Rice and Broccoli.

Works been pretty quiet so yesterday I was able to catch up on the jobs that get overlooked ..................washed down all the woodwork and skirting boards and the slats of the venetian blinds , surprising how much gathers there.

MC went to work and left his door open and his room is worse then I thought - not surprising as he is either asleep , at work or on the south coast , I left him the hoover and a packet of antibacterial wipes outside his room and when he got home told him , all of his surfaces needed cleaning , along with the wall and the room needed a proper hoover !!!!!!! To my surprise it was done straight after dinner although it did get him out of his turn with the washing up - NEVER did I think you need to tell a mid 30 year old man to clean his room but there you go!!

Today I am in the office , I have locked myself in my managers office as I don't feel social. The high winds and downfall have put paid to MC earning today so probably a good choice to come in to the office however I have a sneaking feeling that the sausages I took out the freezer for dinner may get partly consumed for his lunch..............................I hope not else I have the potential to be triggered when I have been so much more balanced lately.
There are 5 and a half weeks until the end of November and there appears to be no plan in place - I won't bring it up with NM until the end of this month but my mind has not changed and I certainly don't want MC hanging around the house all day when the weather keeps him at home and I am trying to work.
NM is slightly stressed as the daughter called to say she had had words with GWG when she had messaged MC suggesting he apologise to his mum - not because his mum was innocent but because his reaction was not good and he swore at the mum alot .................................FAMILIES !!

Newstartforme

Well done on the early gym visit ES and also well done for holding out for better customer service for your juicing machine,  wonder if it's just a faulty one ? I must say the blinds are my worst job , I leave them too long then have to do a wet clean as opposed to dusting . Hopefully if MC gets rained off he might flat hunt xx

efes_shareholder

Newstartforme said:

Well done on the early gym visit ES and also well done for holding out for better customer service for your juicing machine,  wonder if it's just a faulty one ? I must say the blinds are my worst job , I leave them too long then have to do a wet clean as opposed to dusting . Hopefully if MC gets rained off he might flat hunt xx

we can but live in hope - its very much a him choice not a me one as I know what I'd be doing.

I hate doing the blinds , I did upstairs but I'm not ready to tackle the lounge and kitchen just yet.

The juicer was working fine and then just starting clogging , don't know if I've overloaded it and blown something or it was faulty but the replacement is working perfectly.