When things hit rock bottom the only answer is to fight the way back up...

EssexHebridean

Hiddenidenity wrote: »

Things are so much better now I agree. Knowing things are sorted and paid for. No way I'd have been able to do the uniform etc without not paying the rent or something the way things were before.

The kids still eat everything as they did. Everything in moderation they even eat sweets and of course what I bake

Absolutely right - and so should you! Try not to make food your enemy - it's lovely stuff, really, you know this because you feed it to the kids - so try to remind yourself of that fact, too. :kisses3: Something to tackle with the counselling perhaps? (Personally I blame the diet industry for these demonisation of food - making things "bad", "naughty" or a "si(y)n" is such a negative, destructive way of encouraging people to look at anything. :-( )

Hiddenidenity

I hate food. I hate my weight etc. But I'm never happy with it Ever! Being underweight/overweight/okay!

I focus on feeding the kids well because I want to avoid them following my footsteps.

I'm tired tonight so I've got all my jobs done rather than sitting on here and I'm going to have a shower and an early night. Hopefully with some sleep!

Appointments to go to tomorrow for myself so the kids are off to my mums for the day. No expensive coffee will be had tomorrow though I guess that's a plus point of giving up :rotfl:

Have washed and ironed everything for work/school and made sure we have everything (which we do) So that's a major thing ticked off the list.

Me and exOH have been having arguments which I just feel like I'm banging my head on the wall

missymoo81

I hope your appointments go well. Well done on doing all the ironing, I still need to do all of the children's for school. I think I'll probably quite enjoy it, I don't mind ironing small things!

jwil

Hope today goes ok. Grr to annoying exes!

I'm going to iron all the uniform before little jwil starts, it's probably the only time it will ever be ironed :rotfl:

Toni'sfriend

Me and exOH have been having arguments which I just feel like I'm banging my head on the wall

I'm really sorry to hear that. It can't be helping your mood. It can take a while to sort everything out especially where there are children involved but try not to let him get to you, (easier said than done. Believe me, I know!). You're doing so very well don't let him ruin your progress.
Hope the day goes well.

Hiddenidenity

Appointment went okay, a few disagreements on diet and weight and goals. A few disagreements on other things. However over all today I feel good

Hiddenidenity

Debt 01/09/17

Council Tax [STRIKE]£2092.71[/STRIKE] £1420 (£140 paid)
Fine 1 [STRIKE]£1250[/STRIKE] £1025 (£25 paid)
Fine 2 [STRIKE]£200[/STRIKE] £10 (£5 paid)
Aunt £1000
Mum [STRIKE]£87[/STRIKE] +[STRIKE]£340[/STRIKE] 300(£40 paid)
Step Dad £1000
Friend [STRIKE]£1379[/STRIKE] £1360

Total [STRIKE]£7348.71[/STRIKE] £6115 (£1233.71 paid)


Rent arrears [STRIKE]£3381.28[/STRIKE] £2945 (£436.28 paid)

Debt + Rent [STRIKE]£10722.99[/STRIKE] £9060 (£1662.99 paid)

enthusiasticsaver

You are doing really well HI. That fine 2 is almost gone now.

Hiddenidenity

enthusiasticsaver wrote: »

You are doing really well HI. That fine 2 is almost gone now.

Thank you

I'm so tempted to just pay it off today But I don't want to leave myself too short for next week :cool:

[Deleted User]

Hi lovely,

You're doing fab and I like your September goals