Here we can all be heard for a little while. Part 3

Torry_Quine

Having a down day today, no real reason but may be lack of sleep. Just can't be bothered doing anything.

tea_lover

Same here Torry - I blame the weather and lack of sleep. Have got a banging headache which doesn't help.

Just a quick hello as manic busy at work but realised I hadn't checked in for a while Hope everyone's doing ok xx.

Pyxis

xXMessedUpXx wrote: »

catching up on thread

Apologies for not posting much (again), the gig in saturday went badly, ended up having multiple panic attack (and ended up in 3 seperate first aid tents.. that has to be a record surely? ). Currently feeling very low and not wanting to enagage with anyone . PIP medical is next week and nobody can get time off work to come with me. Feeling the lowest ive felt in about 4 years. Its not going away. Its like having a constant black cloud above me thats consumes everything. Really need to make a doctors appointment. But feeling like theres no point cos they wont !!!!ing do anything useful. I juts feel like absolute !!!! tbh

MessedUp, could your Mum go with you, do you think? If she know's how bad you're feeling, she probably would?

elsien wrote: »

I have still not turtles as I can't for the life of me remember the phrase unless it's written in front of me.

It's:- (I think!)

Eu não estou una tartaruga.

That's what I said, anyway!



I was exhausted last night. Got home at 8.30pm, after having been travelling since 5.30am.
It wasn't as nice a holiday as the other two. The food wasn't brilliant and there wasn't much of it, and there weren't excursions laid on like on the other hols, only the three walks, which were billed as 'easy', but they really weren't all that easy., so I missed one and a half walks. Weeny bit annoyed, to be honest, as I don't feel I've seen Spain much, or done anything Spanishy.
The contrast with Sri Lanka couldn't be more acute, yet it was the same company and the same singing holiday. The singing was superb, though, as always. Shame about the rest.

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Wellyboots6

Faerie you are so kind, despite feeling rubbish yourself you still manage to post helpful stuff for MU. Makes me smile to how kind people are on this thread.

Officially debt free, weird feeling!

Torry_Quine

Well done Welly.:T:A

Solarjunkie

This should cheer you all up - rescued red squirrel, exceedingly cute!

https://www.facebook.com/thedodosite/videos/866026836865326/

Pyxis

Wellyboots6 wrote: »

Officially debt free, weird feeling!

Yey! :j:j:j
:T:T:T

elsien

With apologies for the huge photo and the gibberish Portuguese,
Hello to WaS and everyone.

Pyxis

elsien wrote: »

With apologies for the huge photo and the gibberish Portuguese,
Hello to WaS and everyone.

It's not huge!

Looks like the beach was busy!

You're there a long time! How many more days do you have?

faerielight

Aww Wellyboots..Thank you.. what a lovely thing to say about me.. you've made my day Hi Elsein.. (waves back!) Tory, sorry you're feeling so down .. Is anything on your mind? Have you made any plans yet to go out with your friend?

I took my friend to get a chest xray today, as she was terrified, but it was a bit triggery(actually that is an understatement! ) as its at my hospital from hell.. the scanning area is underground, and it brings up so many memories of waiting on a gurney for the CT scanner, whilst very ill.. I still feel panicked tonight,my heart is still racing, but I'm glad I gritted my teeth and took her, even though it was really hard, and I felt the urge to run for the hills. She needed me, so I'm glad I managed to hold it in til I got home.

I'm starting a Bi polar group tomorrow, and feel a bit nervous.. it's not at the BPD/trauma place, it's a "recovery college" which seems to be gaining momentum around the country in response to the cuts to mental health.. They can be hit and miss, so I'll give it a go.. I so want to learn how to de adrenalise and reduce my anxious mania.
I'm pretty exhausted though, and I might have bitten off more than I can chew, what with the groups at the BPd centre, but I'll go and see if it's helpful and if I can afford the energy expenditure. It's hard being manic and having m.e, as I want to do lots of stuff but I have to pay back everything I do, with hard time in solitary, in bed, trying to rest.

Something I've been meaning to say.. I do apologize for editing my posts a lot.. It has been pointed out to me on other areas of the forum!.. my mind works so fast and manic.