Here we can all be heard for a little while. Part 3

Pyxis

Faerie, look, you been offered help, and you're willing to give it a go. That's a big something.

You've acknowledged the problem. That's another biggie.

All I know is that there comes a time when something in my brain gets triggered and then I find I can stick to healthy eating. I wish I could identify that trigger and bottle it! I'd make my fortune!

Well, I'm off to Spain next week for some more singing! Maybe that'll jolt me out of this mindset! (There shouldn't be any wifi problem).

faerielight

You would make a fortune Pyxis! my Ed is something I find really hard to acknowledge to myself, and I find it really hard to talk about.. Writing my post was hard, but I felt inspired by you guys talking about it, so I am really trying to get the courage to face how bad it's got, and writing on here makes it more real, and hopefully will help me face it, as well as the MH support I now have.. I'm sure that they will be skilled in dealing with ED, seeing as it's a BPD/trauma service.

elsien

Minor meltdown at work. Workload now reduced but my new boss now probably thinks I can't prioritise well enough. . It's not prioritisation that's the problem, it's not wanting give a poor service when the resources just aren't there.
Roll on next week.

Bluebell68

penguin I think?

I feel lost and so alone I no people here but I don't have any friends
I see my OH and 2 of my lads well adults both live here
my oh will get into moods from hell to ranting swearing being unpleasant to totally ignoring me
he is narcissist seems to enjoy how he acts
I have ms not feeling good at all for lst 4 weeks but I still do everything
I want the old me back the me that would told him straight sod off bk to your evil chrone mother

there is no shops here only a pub I don't drink often think was 2 years or more
no reason just don't. An he don't want go to the pub
nope I couldn't go on own or with sons would be awful when we came back

I do not go out he goes out does his hobbies every day im left alone in house
the garden is as far as I manage
doesn't bother ask if I want go shops with him speaks when he wants to

I was knitting and looming but I have not done it for weeks
I have no motivation no energy
just a heavy heart on brink of falling into the large hole im standing in front of

penguin over

did I do that right? sorry if I didn't
Bluebell
x

Pyxis

Hello Bluebell!


Sorry to hear about your situation. Not good.

I don't think there was anything you needed to penguin in that post. :A


Do your sons help with your OH at all?
Or do they help you to do stuff? If they don't, they should be, really, if they live at home.

whitewing

Bluebell, it's May - fabulous time of year for bluebells! I got friends on this thread long before I made a new real friend.

pyxis, great - more holiday photos!

And warm wishes being sprinkled about to everyone. I can't remember everything else that is going on.

Pyxis

whitewing wrote: »

pyxis, great - more holiday photos!

Yes! No elephants this time!

Unless there's a reprise of Hannibal coming over from Africa!


By the way, I thought it was lovely what you said about this thread helping you to see how other people's emotions affected them! :A

One up for WaSsie, eh? :T

whitewing

This thread is like a home from home for me. It is the supportive, enriching environment that I never had. It gives me daily courage, and as you are a wordsmith, you can coin a new word for that - a little courage to get one through the day (instead of sex, drugs, alcohol, food and all our other 'coping' mechanisms).

Bluebell68

I was going to say yea they help a lot they don't
down to me, im the 1 that gets up in pain in pain 99% of the day have go down the stairs on my bum a lot of the time

its carp really is im sick of the nasty hurtful comments or being ignored
the looks he gives me is of total discust contempt
he isn't like this all the time but has been for last 5 months or so
now he's back talking to his family im treated like 2nd class lower class or an object

I've put lot weight back on I just want it all to stop I haven't done anything to deserve how I am being spoken to or treated
thank you for listening
xx

Pyxis

A 'bravelet'? (You could wear one on your arm! Hahahaha)



A 'bolding'? (That's bigger, and heavier! You might need to carry it in a backpack!)



Or take 'bravery', mix it with 'valour' and you get............
'valery'! Hahahahahahahahaa!