I Need A New Me

MuffinTops

Hello Tinks,

It's been too long since we heard from you, so we're obviously all missing you. I hope you're ok. Sending lots of lovely vibes across to where you are.

MTxx

bellevie

Hope you are well Tinks xx

MuffinTops

Tinks,

Just popping in to say hello and that I hope all is ok with you. MTx

kirtsypoos

Hi Tinks,

Really hope all is ok with you, we miss you!

K xx

Tinkerbelle2000

I don't really know where to start but to say a really big sorry to everyone who supported me a few months ago and then I went missing. To be honest I was really embarrassed to tell you all that I decided to stay. I had a friend who was going to put us up and then he broke down saying he didn't want me to go and he was sorry etc etc etc.

So, here I am again. We broke up a few days ago and this time it is for good. There is nothing left to fight for. We don't talk, we don't do anything together and I feel my DD is not getting the best situation to live in. Although I must say she is still taking everything in her stride and just wants me to be happy.

Update is I went to the council today to get the rest of the forms in and hopefully I should be able to bid for a house soon. He knows I am going to go this time and up to today has been quite nasty verbally but tonight he came home from work and said he was sorry this had happened again but he would let me go this time. I need to stay here whilst I wait for somewhere so I am camped out in DDs bedroom and she has been with my mum for a couple of days.

Work wise, my DBS took so long to come through so I started applying for jobs and have recently started at Mr A's (the German one). The day I started there my DBS came through, typical. But I am on more money here and it is part time and I really like it.

I can't apologise enough for not letting you all know I was ok and I really appreciated your support last time.

I'm hoping some of my virtual friends are still out there, even if it is just to leave me virtual cake and tea.

Hope to hear from you soon.

Tink xx

kirtsypoos

Hi Tink,

So pleased to hear from you! You have no need to feel embarrassed, I think in the long run it was probably best for you mentally to stay, if only to figure out it definitely couldn't work - nothing worse than wondering if it could have been ok. What ifs are a nightmare!

Glad you are enjoying your job, everything happens for a reason as they say.

Big hugs, hope you manage to find a house soon xx

Tinkerbelle2000

Hi Kirsty

Thanks. He's started the nice texts now which makes me feel bad but I've got to stay strong this time. I had no sleep at all last night and I'm in work today.

I'm just catching up with everyone's diaries and I'm nearly at the end of yours. Things seem great.

Tink xx

kirtsypoos

You know what's best for you and DD, and I'm sure it will all work out for the best for both of you. Is she looking forward to Christmas?

Hope work goes ok. Try and get some rest when you can. I'm sure your mind is constantly whirring but you have to take some time for yourself.

Thank you, all is well at home and we are looking forward to Christmas.

K xx

bellevie

Good to hear from you Tinkerbelle.

And good on you for staying strong, you know now after the last time that the nice words don't last.

I hope the council are able to house you quickly, have they given an indication of the waiting times?

Will you go to your mum's for Christmas?

x

RosaBernicia

Tink!! :j:T

It's lovely to hear from you and you have nothing to be sorry for - we all have times where real life has to come first.

Kirtsypoos already said what I was going to - sometimes you need to be sure you've tried everything. I'm sorry to hear it didn't work out, but now you know, and now your life moves on. To better things

I hope you're enjoying Mr A - hopefully you're getting advance access to all their fab Christmas goodies!


Rosa xx