Here we can all be heard for a little while

codemonkey

(Sorry had to split my post as it wouldn't let me type after telling calley to move on.)

I am feeling positive today because I am 1lb away from having lost 2st. Still not down a size in clothes although trousers that were tight before now feel baggy. It's not been as fast as I'd like coming off, probably because I an still eating pizza and chocolate (and last night DH bought me haagen dazs) but I am now only 3st off my 'fighting weight' instead of 5. Hopefully by Christmas I'll be in a size 16 or even 14 rather than an 18 like last year.

Hugs for those who want them. Ice creams for everyone.

jobbingmusician

Enjoying my ice-cream - thank you, code!


WOW! What a super fab pressie from your friend, WaS!! Sooooo glad it all went well (I bet WaSp is having a truly wonderful time gaming, as well!!!!)


We have a similar thing in this house - Mr JM can't see low quality TVs so ours is over 50"!!!!!! :eek:

calleyw

codemonkey wrote: »

Calley - no offence meant here and I hope you don't take it as such. You seem like a lovely person and your ex seems to be using you. You deserve to meet a nice person but you won't be able to until you've moved on

I guess I known this for a long time. As silly as it seems after all that has happened I am still in love with him. I am nice person which is why I can't comprehend why anyone would treat me like this.

He claims I am mental. Personally think he has some massive issues to sort out as well. I know him being in and out my life is what has caused my mental health to suffer over the last 3 yrs. And why everything is such a mess.

But I just don't know what to do to move forward. I just feel such a mess. That life is a mess and I don't know what to do!!!!!!

Yours

Calley

calleyw

found a packet shoved through the door this morning from an ex friend. Said she found this camera thingy when tidying up. I don't even remember.

And had been trying to get hold of me. which is total lie no text or phone calls.

Not had contact with them since xmas time.

why is it I attract users wasters and messers?

Yours

Calley

mellymoo74

Princess

Welcome back WaS glad it went well

calleyw

Just binged on ice creams.

The ones that are from iceland that look like oreo's are really nice, £2 for 8!!!.

Dying my hair to try and make myself look half decent.

Yours

Calley

Pyxis

Am off out to a performance in a minute, so catch you all later!

(Don't eat all the icecream! )

calleyw

Pyxis wrote: »

Am off out to a performance in a minute, so catch you all later!

(Don't eat all the icecream! )

have a nice time

I will try not to.

I have a few fabs still in the freezer.

Yours

Calley

Waves_and_Smiles

I am having one of those days. If it can go wrong it's going wrong. Not least because I still don't have my medication, a receptionist at my doctors thought 8th June to 18th July was 28 days so didn't bother giving him my prescription. He hasn't even seen it yet and is out of the office until Monday and it's due today. On top of that I seem to be annoying/upsetting people without meaning to when I am trying to be helpful. But I am not perfect by a long shot and can get things wrong with the best of intentions and I accept that (I feel terrible). I am going to hide before I turn into a paranoid mess and possibly cry.

calleyw

WaS sorry to hear that you are not feeling well.

Duvet fort time I will lob some fab ice lollies in.

Please take care.

Me, well I feel empty now. Another night alone!!!! I was going to have a drink but did not get round to it.

Think I will go off to bed. Discovered I am covered in bruises on my legs. I know that I have been working in the garden. But 10/11 on one leg and 4/5 on the other. So popped down to my local sainbsurys and had a chat with the pharmacist they said let these fade and see what happens. So I will hold off on the work in the garden. And see what happens. Hope my meds are not messing me up. I have taken them before.

Anyway hugs, handshakes and duvet forts for everyone that needs them.

And hope you get the sleep you want and need.

Night

Yours

Calley