Here we can all be heard for a little while

dragonette

The ex's stuff is gone!! Apart from a frame that was too big to transport, which I'll put to a charity shop. I feel odd, I'm so happy to have the space back, but it's likely to be the end of any connection to them. Which is what I want due to various reasons, but still seems weird

WaS , that sounds wonderful! I hope you enjoy the castle

Hmm, now I want a salad...

calleyw

Afternoon. Not sure it was a good nights sleep last night. But I did get up about 8am!!!! I know shocking.

Even more so when I stood on the scales and had not gained or lost anything. Which surprised I. As I was a bit of a pig last week.

must try harder this week. Already walked about 3 miles in to town today and back again. Every little helps.

Was naughty as had a bacon roll and a coffee this morning and then 4 custard creams but nothing else yet. Might do a steamed chicken breast and salad in a while.

Not sure what to do this evening. Might get started with my next cross stitch project. There is a lot to do in the garden. Might wait and see what the weather is like tomorrow and get out there.

Need to dig up some roots of shrubs. Could really do with a man to help. Ummm do I know any. nope, well not that would help me at any rate.

Yours

Calley

geminilady

dragonette wrote: »

The ex's stuff is gone!! Apart from a frame that was too big to transport, which I'll put to a charity shop. I feel odd, I'm so happy to have the space back, but it's likely to be the end of any connection to them. Which is what I want due to various reasons, but still seems weird

WaS , that sounds wonderful! I hope you enjoy the castle

Hmm, now I want a salad...

A little confused is it the guy you have been with six months that you have split with?

dragonette

Gemini, no, this is stuff belonging to an old flatmate I was dating, which has been sitting in the only storage cupboard in the flat for ages now. Part of the issue was their obsessive behaviour, so I didn't want them in the flat as they had made threats of physical violence. A mutual acquaintance collected it all today.

I can't even feel anything but sympathy for them, a lot of it is probably due to MH issues. But i have my own mental and physical issues to deal with, and I couldn't help them with theirs anyway. I won't be anyone emotional punchbag, and I won't enable harmful behaviour

Bluebell68

may I join?

feeling broken hurt and destroyed
thank you bluebell68

dragonette

Hello Bluebell,

I've just seen your post on the nice things thread, sounds like you are having a really rough time atm. I think we might be putting the blanket fort back up, with lots of tea and biscuits! Do feel free to come and join us x

geminilady

Dragonette,I see sounds like you are better off without him two people living together with mental health issues does not sound good and you would never feel safe with someone who made threats of physical violence.

geminilady

Hi Bluebell, Everyone is welcome here,post as much or as little as you want there is usually someone around to listen

Pyxis

Stoodles wrote: »

I've just had really tasty salad - lettuce, mint, thyme, parsley, chives with tomato, cucumber, grilled peppers, bottled artichokes, olives and mozzarella. I get salad cravings sometimes, which I suspect may be odd

Not odd at all, Stoodles! I frequently get all sorts of cravings. It might be for meat one week, or broccoli, or salad or whatever! About twice a year max it's for eggs! I firmly believe the body is telling you what it needs!

(But NO, it's not the same when one craves chocolate or cake! )

Bluebell68 wrote: »

may I join?

feeling broken hurt and destroyed
thank you bluebell68

Oh Bluebell! ((((((((((((((( Bluebell))))))))))))))) Big hugs!

You're very safe here. :A

Bluebell68

Thank you
a bit about me suppose im pathetic I never used to be I would stand their an argue till blue in face if was to stand by stick up for someone else

now I can do none these things I go into myself when people are having a go at me

someone in my family yet again was shouting an swearing at me for things I have not done

but no matter what I said it fell on deaf ears my oh went out left me deal wil it

I was scared how sad am I
I sat in the garden hurt crying

my dogs were with me

said person up n went an I have had terrible calls texts
from other members of family to point want nothing do with me
calling me names being very nasty

I don't have much vision in 1 eye I cold not see so my reply's were properly gobbled gook

was attacked for that too

what hurts is my oh did not has not stuck up for me
I styed upstairs from midday till 5

not once did he check I was ok even though saw how hurt I was
even though he could of sad 1 thing to prove I ws in the right I as not lying
he refused to do it

sorry going n
if had anywhere go I would
I no longer want b here be anywhere
I cant do this no more
I did nothing wrong
Bluebell68