No idea how I got here but need to get out of this place!

Adoremouse

I've just read through your entire diary with great interest, I am subscribing and wish you lots of luck in finding a perfect stress free job very soon

missrlr

Morning adoremouse lovely username ! Thanks for the support I am hoping I do too, I have the impending sense of doom back again today and cannot work out why. It seems to happen with no provocation but with increasing regularity.

Now for the usual bank checks and so on before I get cracking on the must do list before the to do list!

Adoremouse

missrlr wrote: »

Morning adoremouse lovely username ! Thanks for the support I am hoping I do too, I have the impending sense of doom back again today and cannot work out why. It seems to happen with no provocation but with increasing regularity.

Now for the usual bank checks and so on before I get cracking on the must do list before the to do list!

Thank you

I also wanted to mention to you, that I have a very good friend who kept feeling the same sensation as you, an impending sense of doom and that something awful was about to happen. She struggled through it for a couple of years, and then went to her GP. Turns out it was depression. I'm not saying that you have depression, but might be worth speaking to someone?

I hope you have a good Friday, and that the feeling goes away

missrlr

Yes, it is on the list I have been suggests to look at a life coach .... It's all money though and sometimes I think I need a shrink not a cheerleader, but a cheerleader would be nice sometimes!

missrlr

DH is trying to spend money again, and I feel like a Scrooge saying NO all the time. Or a school marm or a nag or all three. He just does not get that his debts are impacting on my life and if he concentrated we could be rid of them and getting on with our lives and doing so much more. Instead he thinks he can drift a long paying the required monthly payments and spending money (albeit not to the same level that he used to) and in 6 years it will all be ok.
Different mind set I worry And fret and panic about the owing of money and what happens if DH job changes and he gets less money.

missrlr

Would you credit it ... The blinking downstairs loo has developed a leak. This means the whole blinking toilet has to be taken out as it is a built in unit and then fixed. The unit is probably ruined too as it goes to the floor and that is where the water is

Irritating does not cover it. DH is royally naffed off so walking on egg shell time again! He installed said loo, ahem!

missrlr

I know things come in threes so I am currently ducking the blinking boiler now has a leak too!

missrlr

And here it is, number three, the shower.

Apparently screwfix needs to be raided how much will this cost

missrlr

Well fab DH has stopped the house from flooding from all things water related and broken. Cost a few pounds.
Was a poorly day today, felt dreadful as managed to acquire a sicky bug that is doing the rounds. After a lazy morning I have managed to do some mending , so for tonight at least this house's mending basket is EMPTY.
Doglet went to the V.E.T. Cost me £90 so good thing former energy company sorted out the repayment of the credit on our account for the gas but still waiting the tizzy to be sorted sure there is a credit on that one too.
DH landed me with a bill I thought was due in April as due in Dec. this has placed a bit of a strain on the cash flow so DH has been dispatched with a list as there are 4 things we are waiting for refunds on all in his name so I cannot deal with it (as in phone up and kick butt till it happens) which will cover this off.

missrlr

well a busy morning so far, and I am not feeling 100% after the ickiness of yesterday. Taking it gently with the food side of life. Had a leaflet through the door from L1dls - lots of stuff seems to be on offer, but when I checked the price per kilo it was not as good as I got at C0stc0.

DH and I went through the baking cupboard and sorted all the bits out there, found we had over 20 ramekins - why on earth would that be? So we have 6 and that is it, MIL has the rest - she said she was going to buy some anyway so saved her a few pennies too.

Still awaiting the repayment of monies from someone really hope it comes in soon as I am down to the last £10 in my pocket for the month. I do have fuel in the car and there is food in the house, should be fine, but hope there is nothing pops up.

Our cheapy all you can eat Chinese buffet has closed - total disaster as was a firm favourite for a quick and cheap meal out. We always went in there for a cheap before 6pm fix!