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MatyMoo

psychopathbabble wrote: »

Great Minds, Maty, Great Minds.....!! That is exactly who I just emailed but I think they only have 2 bedrooms as you can only book for a max of 5 people... at least thats what I thought it meant

They also have B&B rooms so we could probably take over the whole place :rotfl:

Let me know if you get as far as needing deposits

psychopathbabble

MatyMoo wrote: »

They also have B&B rooms so we could probably take over the whole place :rotfl:

Let me know if you get as far as needing deposits

I will spend a few hours very soon email some places to see if we can get a discount. Deposits.... hopefully notjust yet!!

psychopathbabble

I have given in and accepted anti-depressants from the doctor... I am very reluctant to take them but something has got to change. I fool myself into thinking I feel better but then have a bad day and realise it's not over yet. I've also finally started going back to counselling, with a different therapist but this might not be a bad thing.

My aunt has very sadly passed away this week, I haven't seen her for years but I will be going to the funeral. This involves the idea of seeing my mother which I'm anxious about but my other uncle has agreed I can meet them beforehand so I don't have to go in alone. I haven't had much contact with that side of the family for about 15 years but I want to show my support. I find it strange that I'm more upset about a guy I went to school with who died in an accident onboard his ship in August, that has really affected me. I think probably because it's shocking when a young person dies. A cousin of my mother has also passed away this week so I'm also trying to be there for his nieces.

I have been off sick for a few days as I lost my voice along with coughing and being sniffly, not sure whether I should go back in on Sunday or continue to go sick... I'm facing a disciplinary either way now as I've been sick 3 times in 2 months. So now I have that to worry about too!

On debt side, will have my car paid off this payday and hoping to get one cc cleared by the end of the year.

SouthernBellE*

Hi Hun

Just tried to send you a text message but no idea if it worked!! Blinking mobiles...fiddly !!!!!!! things.

Glad to see you back on line, your light was off when I saw your message.

My love I'm so sorry to see what a rotton time you're having, a lot of sadness and loss. (((((HUGS)))))

About to e-mail you properly but wanted you to know that I'm here and will call you if you feel like talking. Understand if you want some peace for now, just remember I'll never be too far away to talk & that I'm thinking of you.

I'm glad the counselling has started & I really hope it helps. Don't be hard on yourself about the tablets, give them a go, they may be just what you need to help you through just now. Important thing is you recognised your symptons and sought help. You deal with an awful lot for a young girl, tbh, you deal with things so well, I forget how young you are.

You know you have people here that care about you and we'll help all we can because we love you!

Stay strong my lovely, you'll come through this.

SB
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psychopathbabble

I replied to your text, got 'whose this' as a reply and then just got a blank text. You do make me laugh :rotfl:

MatyMoo

Sorry you are having a tough time Psycho

I find losing younger people so much more difficult as not only do you mourn their loss but also the things that they will never get to experience in life. Not that losing anyone is easy, it is all pants if it affects you and yours.

Good for you for wanting to go to the funeral even though it is likely to be difficult as it involves an encounter with your mother and :T to your Uncle for helping you through it. Will be thinking of you.

Someone I used to work with ended up on antiD's against her wishes (wrong word but you know what I mean) & the Dr explained to her that she had a chemical imbalance in the brain and these would help to sort it out & put it back in balance (which it did). I actually think it is braver to stick your hand up and ask for help than it is to soldier on and deny there is a problem. As SB says we forget how young you are because you really are so flippin sensible :rotfl:

So frustrating that you will get a disciplinary for being poorly, I know the rules are there to stop people from skiving off but it really is pants for those that are genuinely poorly As for Sunday, can you make a decision tomorrow? Maybe another 24 hours will make a difference? Sure the damp conditions haven't helped the sniffles either But very soon you will have lovely new shiny windows :j

I am around this weekend if you need me to bring food parcels, tissues, hugs, company etc

Sending you love and hugs

Maty
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psychopathbabble

Thanks Maty, I was talking to SB earlier and I think maybe seeing my mum for a reason will let me see how it is. She has text me before asking me if I want to meet up when I'm in Brighton which I'm not interested in, but this is a reason for going and I can always leave if I want to, I will have my car.

I may hold you to the food, and company! I'm doing a few hours from 5pm tomorrow at the other job, will see about Sunday. Feeling slightly anxious about going back, think that's a result of knowing if I go back and then go sick again, it's even worse!

Hmmm I don't want to be sensible!! Maybe I should go get a drug or alcohol habit? Liven up a bit.

MatyMoo

psychopathbabble wrote: »

Hmmm I don't want to be sensible!! Maybe I should go get a drug or alcohol habit? Liven up a bit.

:eek::eek::eek: Nooooooooooo :eek::eek::eek:

Sensible in a good way, maybe level headed is a better description, you are wise beyond you years my lovely

Mutters something about having to grow up quickly :rotfl:

psychopathbabble

MatyMoo wrote: »

:eek::eek::eek: Nooooooooooo :eek::eek::eek:

Sensible in a good way, maybe level headed is a better description, you are wise beyond you years my lovely

Mutters something about having to grow up quickly :rotfl:

Would you like a shovel?
:rotfl:

MatyMoo

psychopathbabble wrote: »

Would you like a shovel?
:rotfl:

Yes please :rotfl: