My turn to be down ***happy update 16th Aug***

Emmzi

I should in theory be happy as M&S sent me an unexpected cheque saying I overpaid by one installment on the loan I repaid last month. But..

I have been waiting a week for result of second interview for job and still no bloody decision!!

I have another interview tomorrow and I am FED UP of being cheerful and perky and jumping through the hoops every time. Must have done 10 interviews in 2 months.

Usually ok b/f is being crap with hot weather and only managing to sleep!That's IT! I am so annoyed at his lack of sorting himself out I may have to chuck him!

And I only have 5 weeks to go before UNEMPLOYMENT!!!

I need a break.. just one lucky break...

Normal service resumed by the weekend.. honest.. just needed a rant...

elona

Big virtual hug.

have a cool shower and just try to relax - sending positive vibes and wishing you luck.

lynzpower

Emmzi

Tell me about it. I have been feeling much the same way over the last few days.

Altho no hoop jumping for me no ones giving me a sodding hoop to jump through lol

keep plugging away, you know you deserve something better than the situation you have now, so with that in mind, just relax and chant the mantra "money is coming easily to me" even if it doesnt ,it will take your mind off the situation for 2 mins.

Dont berate the BF too muhc hun, Im much the same can barely move, no ones really functioning at top pace are they in this? Why dont you go get yourself an icecream ? If you were more local Id give you my *spare tub* of ben & jerrys

nillhouse

Huge hug coming your way, I know exactly how you feel!

Just say SOD IT for tonight! try and chill!

In_Search_Of_Me

I suggest a cool shower, coupld of beers & an early night. Sorry you're feeling cack & no wonder with lots of stress, no sleep & uncertain job prospects. Ranting is good for you so rant away & have a hug from me..or possibly an airkiss cos I'm all gross & sweaty!!

Iriahm

(((hugs)))

jessicamb

((Hugs)) Emmzi - hope you are feeling better by now.

LJD1_2

Aw big hugs to you. Don't beat yourself for being down for one night. Sometimes you need to give yourself permission to have a good old wallow. Have a cool shower and (top tip this!) put a frozen bottle of water in front of a fan. It cools the air down rather than circulating the warm air. Strange but true! Take care xx

Emmzi

Thanks folks. Still feeling pants. Off for early night (earely flight to London tomorrow.. late flight home.. 4 hours to kill, between meetings, will probably mooch round museum or something). Might have a bit of a cry and curse b/f. Am taking beer cans to bed as 'cold water bottles'

moozie_2

I like the idea of beer cans to bed but not for ther reason you mentioned :rolleyes:

Hugs sweetie, this is only a transitional period. You will have a lucky break - bound to with all these good wishes!!!

Safe travelling and hopeyou come back positive and uplifted

sammy115

good idea with the cold water bottles. I would probably drink them though. OH gone to gym to get in cool outdoor pool, leaving me with heartburn and looking after baby!!!!