MSE Parents Club Part 8

searching_me

:hello: mm not to bad here tidyed up, watched twilight and now feeding jayden .. oh and i did the food shop £70 after discount for 3 weeks not bad i suppose x

money_maker_3

thats very good SM, we normally spend about £70 in Asda for the month and about £10 - £20 a week in Lidl top ups of fruit veg and bread things !!

r.mac_2

SugarSpun wrote: »

All the time. I have daily lists, medium term lists and long term lists. Whenever I get to the end of one list I find more stuff that needs to be done.

The baby's dressed now and feeding, once she's done we'll play then she'll sleep and I'll organise nappies and clean laundry and hopefully get something to eat.

I'm glad to hear someone else has my obsession with lists :rotfl:

SusanC wrote: »

Have you read Long Walk to Freedom? (Nelson Mandela's autobiography.) If you like historical (as opposed to recent stuff), I'd recommend "Mary Queen of Scots and the Murder of Lord Darnley" by Alison Weir. Strictly speaking it isn't a biography but it covers such a large portion of her life as background to it that it more or less is.

QUOTE] I have read lng walk to freedom - I enjoyed it. I must look for your other recommendation in the library. thanks x

r.mac_2

Boo - your little girl is gorgeous - congratulations x

tiamai_d

Christopher is really excited that Mummies friends little boy who is also called Christopher has the same moonman bike as him. He says it's a really really good bike

redmel1621

I don't want to talk to a gp though.

I know I haven't said a lot about exactly what has been going on and the mess I have made of everything, I am not very good at expressing emotions or opening up. BUT it is all my fault that we are in such a mess...I have caused us to have no money, I have brought dh's anxiety attacks on and the poor kids are suffering because of it all. I am really short tempered with them all the time, ds1 even asked me last night why I am shouting at them all the time when they are not even being naughty.....I went and cried after he said this, and just thinking of it is setting me off agin. We haven't got any of them a single xmas present and at this rate we wont be able to..I am such a useless parent, and uselss person.

Mel x

tiamai_d

Boo your little princess is adorable!

tiamai_d

woah woah woah Mel! you are not useless!

exactly why do you think it's all your fault? is someone telling you that it is?

money_maker_3

mel, I'm just feeding Dylan so 1 handed, give me 5 mins and I will pm you

redmel1621

well dh has said it a few times, but apart from that I know it is anyway.......I am trying to fix things but just feel like crawling into bed tbh.

I'm sure things will get better eventually....well I hope so anyway.