Day by day...

faithcecilia

Another hard day. Will they ever end?

muppet83

They will, just takes time. The days will get further apart and then boom, they'll stop. Just keep up the good work.

onetomany

keep going faith your doing so well

myothercarisaferrari

wow what a fab thread x one of my best friend spent some time in a convent after we left school and it turned her life around :-)

faithcecilia

Been out shopping:j Aside from jeans and a denin skirt when I literally first came out, this is the first clothes shopping I have done (of course, I have had generous donations, but its not quite the same).

I got a purple crossover jumper, a pale grey batwing top (that I am not 100% sure about:cool:) and a really snazzy charcoal grey jumper dress that a complete stranger convinced me would look fantastic on me - she was right!!!

Rather embarrassingly:o, my card flashed up in one shop as 'illegal transaction':eek::eek::eek: Don't worry, I have not spent ALL my money, I think I had just used the card sooo many times in a few hours whereas I usually only use it once or twice a week. So I just had to go and get cash out.

Saw my counsellor this morning (before the shopping trip) and have 2 more sessions before I move. Was ok, I'm just frustrated that she wants to 'finish off' today on Monday whereas as far as I am concerned, its finished! Ah well.

onetomany

yes it can be frustrating but you have to remeber its only frustrating hun because ur ready to move onto the next step nwhich in itself is a great thing , yourve come so far im amazed keep up the good work hun xxxxxx

daska

You've said before that you trust her, so trust her now, if she won't be pushed (and you know you have pushed before and she's trusted you) then she may have good reason.

Perhaps she feels that your belief that 'it's finished' and your desire to move on is so strong that it is in itself an issue that needs to be 'finished off'?

faithcecilia

Yeah maybe. I'm just bored about talking about the same things over and over and over and over ..... She says thats a good sign but then still makes me talk about them Also, there was something else I'd wanted to talk about next week, but I suppose it will just have to wait.

onetomany

yes try not to rush things hun when you have problems its like a bricks that bulds up to wall you carnt just knock the wall do to solve things you have to do it brick by brick , one by one keep up the good work what r u up 2 this weekend,? im sitting here listining to my boys arguing they are being real pains tonight roll on bedtime x

faithcecilia

Well, I was meant to be going walking today with frandlord, but its pouring with rain, freezing cold and neither of us can really be bothered. Also his fridge died yesterday. So I am going to have a very exciting last Sunday in St Helens going with him to look at fridges:rolleyes: