A new start for Mooloo

Savvy_sewing

I have never really got to grips with the way to listen to music on here, but I found a link to Utube on the shabbychic thread, and from that I am now listening to all sorts of artists I have never heard off. Some beautiful but mourneful songs. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ccYFWcqBNS4&NR=1
just asked DS how to copy to my computer. Now there are features on this laptop Ididnt even know I had! Oh me of little technology.

I had thought about sleeping while DGD did, but think it would have not been a restful sleep.
Sniffing now, rather then the torrent of tears of a very short while ago. Stupid me. Silly silly woman, to believe in a dream that only I was dreaming in th end.

jackieglasgow

Nothing wrong with dreams. They don't have to always come true. That doesn't make you silly, it makes you human. XXX

Savvy_sewing

jackieglasgow wrote: »

Nothing wrong with dreams. They don't have to always come true. That doesn't make you silly, it makes you human. XXX

Ah Human, now that is not exactly how I am feeling.
Vunerable, cheated, lost. Desolate, and a bit de-ranged!! or is that unhinged.?
Dont like not being able to control my feelings. Or surmount them.

jackieglasgow

You can't turn things around in a day after all these years, wallow for a bit, then you'll wake up in a couple of days and decide that's enough and start getting on with things. XXX

Savvy_sewing

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oR6okRuOLc8&feature=related listening to this one. Now thats making me cry! I do like Bette Midler though I havent heard her in a longtime. My CD collection disppeared in all the moves and I never replaced any.

Good job there is no shop or I might have decided to get a bottle of wine in, and wallow tonight too!.
No I need to be strong and get my sewing gathered together and have a famous stall for Mooloo's recycled..

Savvy_sewing

Right, sniffling over. (for now). Music can stay on the laptop, but I have a pair of Pjamas to make for DGD, and there are no elves to stitch them up!.

Thanks.
xx

Kittikins

Hugs Mooloo, look after yourself xx

crutches

((((((((((((999hugs ))))))))))))
and take care of yourself.uyou needed to know the answers because of dgd,dont feel guilty for asking. x

minimoneysaver

Mooloo, is it possible that you and exBF can just be friends? If you both enjoy each others company and days out etc, do you need the relationship side of things? It seems that the commitment side and the part of trying to join things up was never going to work, so maybe if you could find a way to be good friends, afterall, you have been through a lot together and it would be a shame to throw it all away. x

Savvy_sewing

minimoneysaver wrote: »

Mooloo, is it possible that you and exBF can just be friends? If you both enjoy each others company and days out etc, do you need the relationship side of things? It seems that the commitment side and the part of trying to join things up was never going to work, so maybe if you could find a way to be good friends, afterall, you have been through a lot together and it would be a shame to throw it all away. x

I doubt it. He never let me stay friends with any of my ex's or male friends I had before him. and had said if we ever were through it would be it. #Alas I have very rarely seen him change his mind.

If I carried on seeing him, when I love him as much, it would not be healthy, I think I would be compromising myself.
I have thought about it. About saying lets just go back to how we were before the SS asked questions.
Thats exactly what he wants!. The good bits, and not the bad.:(