I've just found a lump in my breast

MrsMW

Hi Ember
Glad you're feeling a bit better, hope you enjoyed your shopping.
Keep smiling! xx

James240

Hiya honey sorry i havent been in touch since this morning had meeting at work as well most of the afternoon and then bit of a crisis at mothers house. Did u get any nice trinkets and bits and bobs for the house? Did u have a good time and enjoy urself while shopping ? do tell honey xxxxxxxx biiiiiigggggggg hug for u honey xxxxxxx :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug:

Ember999

I did go out and buy some trinkets James, some bits and bobs for the bathroom, enjoyed having a wander around and getting some fresh air. I have been a hermit since Monday lunch time and I know it did me good to get out for a bit.

Had a bid of a bad turn emotionally when I got home, post was waiting and in it was a leaflet about visiting a breast clinic. I got scared about something I read in it and lost the plot for a while - husband never realised that I could scream and rant at the same time but as he was witness to my little (polite way of putting it) outburst of rage at life at the moment, he now knows :rolleyes:

Another Angel came my way, once more settling me and this time I am truly calm and re-assured. This lady spoke with extensive knowledge of the dept. I am visiting and through straight talking with her (and telling her things that maybe I can't say on here) she has had a clearer picture of the situation and put my mind at rest. I am now pretty sure it is just a cyst, that's what I am going to call it from now on and I am feeling a lot better. Worry does run things all out of proportion in one's mind and although my common sense told me to calm down, I just didn't. This lady is lovely and I will be calling her on Tuesday (as well as the other Lady I spoke to this lunch-time) with the good news.

I made some dinner, ate at least 2/3rds of it (maybe tum has shrunk, but I couldn't eat it all) and then lay and watched 'Bank Of Mum & Dad' on BBC2 and was amazed that such a gorgeous guy with muscles who is a dreamboy stripper can firstly be in so much debt when he earnt over £75,000 last year and secondly he was so insecure! You always imagine people like that love themselves, are so vain and think they are perfect, but I guess we all have our hangups and his is his entire being, at least I am lucky that mine is just a cyst that will be gone come Tuesday when they drain the fluid out of it.

I cuddled Nash whilst I was watching TV and I feel fine, not great, but happy, normal, positive and ready to get on with sorting out the new cottage stuff tomorrow before I have crazy solicitors on the phone giving me hassle because I did nothing all these past 3 days :rotfl:

See? I'm laughing xx

shelly

Hi Ember.

Glad your feeling a bit better tonite. Keep up the positive thinking,throw yourself into the cottage paperwork and keep occupied.

take care

shelly xxx

Ember999

Thanks Shelly :grouphug:

I am feeling a lot better, more like my old self, smiling and having a laugh. Hubby is just away to work and he's pleased with how I am cheering up too.
Thanks for thinking of me, I shall be sorting all sorts of things tomorrow, I have a cottage to move into on the 14th Sept and I have got nothing done :eek: what a nightmare LOL

Murtle

Anything to do with needles that might hurt - hey lets be honest they have points on the end and my body doens't like them! I'll let you know why - if you promise not to tell (I'm a wimp) I find meditation whilst they do it works fine! I can place myself in a nice place and they can do what they want! Ember999 honey you will be fine, now, when they do what they have to do and when you get the results. I know it's not fair always having to be strong, but we can help be your strength and get you through the worst part of waiting to hear the good news.
The smaratins aren't sad, they are there for so many people and reason - the strong phone them when at their lowest. Honest, it takes a lot of courage for people to call them.

Ember999

Murtle wrote:

Anything to do with needles that might hurt - hey lets be honest they have points on the end and my body doens't like them! I'll let you know why - if you promise not to tell (I'm a wimp) I find meditation whilst they do it works fine! I can place myself in a nice place and they can do what they want! Ember999 honey you will be fine, now, when they do what they have to do and when you get the results. I know it's not fair always having to be strong, but we can help be your strength and get you through the worst part of waiting to hear the good news.
The smaratins aren't sad, they are there for so many people and reason - the strong phone them when at their lowest. Honest, it takes a lot of courage for people to call them.

Hi Murtle,

MSE has been my strength Murtle, people explaining what happened to them, how it all works and everyone telling me it is just a cyst have given me the strength to get through all this. Two ladies from on here on MSE have been speaking to me on the phone today and I can't thank them enough for their wisdom and kindness. Both have given me time in their own personal lives to see me through this, just as everyone who has responded to my initial post has. It has humbled me and made me realise what a truly lovely place the world can be. Murtle, thank you for your message xx

Ember x

smartiepants

Hi Ember

Just wanted to give you one tip, just before they use the needle try and completely relax your whole body, its makes such a huge difference, try to practice before you go its really worthwhile doing this, believe me, it really will make a difference and you will probably feel hardly anything.

Good luck with everything for you and hubby, he sounds like a lovely man.
XXXXXX

tru

Hi Ember, how are you today? Still smiling I hope

To your 2 angels - :T :A

Bendybops19

Hope your still feeling positive this morning Ember!!

A big thank-you to your 2 angels from me ~ :A :T :A ~