Wendy's "To get it out of my head" Diary

dizzy_lizzie

Hiya wendy. With a bit of luck they may up their offer on the car. Sounds like they were trying it on. Well done for not falling for it. The cheeky you know whats!
Hope you're okay hun.
Luvz Dizzy x

Keeping_Positive

Not doing so good at thing positive thinking lark. Dont feel like posting but I need to record the bad and good.

Good - Long day at work but enjoyable
Good - Had phone offer on car
Bad - Phone offer not called back as planned
Bad - Cancelled health insurance want £270 or threaten a CCJ. First Ive heard from them in months thought I had cancelled and forgot all about it.
Good - Cavalier back with new clutch and drives great for an old banger!
Bad - Cost £265
Bad - Dont have enough to pay said bill and cc bill including overdraft and savings. Will negotiate with mechanic when monies due in soon.
Good - OH got paid so should get £100 from him
Bad - Burnt chicken in slow cooker ?? (thought you couldnt overcook in a slowcooker)
Bad - Fed up so OH blew £16 on McDs for family
Good - DD1 on first Guide camping trip for weekend
GOOD - OH brought a big toblerone for me as a surprise
BAD - Planned fathers day gift not available until next week.
Finally Good its the weekend so some rest.

Hope youre all well xx

In_Search_Of_Me

hugs for you wendy as you sound v. low...hope car goes soon & you feel more "you"...

Keeping_Positive

Thank you

Yes not great at the moment, hope it passes soon just our luck not great at the moment and I m finding it hard to feel positive.

TO DO LIST

Bath kids
get dressed
bake lava cakes and lemon drizzle cake for Grandad - couldnt be a**ed yesterday spent most of it in bed!
buy muffin cases
go see Granded
Pick DD1 up and put down tent
Give OH fathers day present - need to wait until DD1 back some good news I was able to get the present I wanted for him.
Prepare for tomorrows visit
Ring/text colleague to arrange travel arrangement tomorrow

GirlRacer_2

Oh Wendy, hope your feeling a bit better today hun. It is dfficult to keep thinking positive when everything seems set against you isn't it. Lets hope this week brings lots of positive things your way.

Keep your chin up, things will be better soon. x

In_Search_Of_Me

Hang in there...as a woman in wor says "this too shall pass" and I think its good...the bad spell wont go on for ever I do notice from your list that there is no fun/chill time in there for you...I know that you said you spent yesterday in bed but assume thats because you couldnt face things? PLEASE plan in some you time to relax ...everyone has their limits and esp with long haul debt busting its important to pace yourself to avoid burnout...another big hug for you...

GirlRacer_2

I agree with ISOM, everyone needs some 'me' time.

Keeping_Positive

Cant quite believe it myself but I have actually lost my appetite! Never happens always eat more. Couldnt understand why I felt ill yesterday afternoon until I realised I had barely eaten anything or had a drink. Feeling a bit more upbeat today. Spending a bit of time on here in between tasks.

Thank you for your support I really appreciate it.

So far kids bathed, washing up done, MIL (Nanny) phoned to warn of our impending invasion, lemon cake in oven and twink hob nobs next. Not going to have time for lava cakes so hobnobs a yummy alternative.

GirlRacer_2

I'm in need of an injection of enthusiasm today, all I've done is clear the ironing, wash the dishes and pack a few e-bay parcels. I even done 5 minutes on my exercise bike, don't sound a lot but it's a start! Going to mums for lunch today so will hopefully get a little done this afternoon. Not a lot to do, just a general tidy up. I don't know whether I'm coming down with something but I'm really cold. Can't seem to warm up.

Keeping_Positive

TO DO LIST

Bath kids done youngest two just DD1 left if shes still awake
get dressed done
bake lava cakes and lemon drizzle cake for Grandad - made lemon cake and hobnobs
buy muffin cases - not needed
go see Granded done
Pick DD1 up and put down tent done
Give OH fathers day present - oops now DS asleep!

Prepare for tomorrows visit to do
Ring/text colleague to arrange travel arrangement tomorrow to do