Buying a little piece of Middle England; Manifesting my way to mortgage free.

debtfreewannabe321

Thank you @Watty1 & @daisy_1571 I clearly ____ (that is the clearly underlined 🤣🤣) put on my vision board that I wanted NO bad energy into this house again. I feel it's what has stilted my progress for so long. DP said to me, perhaps the fostering might impact that, and I said if it isn't meant to be for that reason I 100% accept that. I genuinely do not want negativity in the house like we had before.
I think DP and I were always sad we couldn't have our own children together and we both had them with toxic nasty people who are vindictive and just awful....we wanted one together and obvs menopause etc nope not meant to be. It's what made me think perhaps we together could make a difference to other children, not ours, but those who want a safe loving peaceful environment. It's okay it's not meant to be. I do accept it. I'm feeling pretty philosophical about it at the moment....still worried about DP response as I do think it was his children having cut him off that's put an end to it. I hope he will be ok ♥️.
Right off to collect him! 

beanielou

Sorry to hear about the fostering. Something better will be on the horizon for you. 

Bargainhunter30

So sorry DFW. Have you thought about working in a children's home? It may be similar to what you do now in terms of stress, but you never know.

skint_spice

Sorry about the fostering but it could be a blessing in disguise. 

dawnybabes

Is this the council fostering ?or a private company ?  They have different criteria. 

Hope DH didn’t take it too hard.  I personally know I’d be no good at it, one of my friends does it and manages not to get emotionally involved, I absolutely would !