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Buffythedebtslayer

things are ok. 

SO tired. thanks for checking in XXX 

milann

Pleased to hear you are doing ok. Take care of you too whilst your getting used to your new set up. 

Buffythedebtslayer

I am of course tired. I have earache and I have burnt my foot. 

On the plus side I cleaned out the fish so don't feel like I am totally neglecting them. Done washing, My best friend is wonderful and in fact I wouldn't survive this without her and my other friends. 

Work is a shocker.  Looking after mum is very time consuming. Am in survival mode. 

Buffythedebtslayer

I have sat here this morning for about an hour. Mum is ok. The dogs are asleep next to me and I have a MILLION things to do. So much work and I don't want to do any of it. No that isn't true.  I do. I want to put on Disney films and mark some work. I was going to do my room but honestly. I need to do school work. I need to clean out the indoor animals. I would love to do my room but I don't have time. I will hoover tho and go through the various amazon boxes. 

I need tea. 

in_need_of_direction

I would give anything to have my dog sat beside me.  Take time to enjoy it

milann

Nothing wrong with enjoying an hour of peace and quiet….it’s what you need to be able to do everything else.

poppy811

this is not about your Mum, you have
chosen the level of  care your will accept. 

Buffythedebtslayer

Evening 

Most of my jobs are done. Haven't done the marking but that isn't a total disaster. Hopefully I will have some time tomorrow. 

The dogs are content on Mum's bed, all the pets feel slightly less neglected, am so pleased about the fish tank! and I am hanging in there even tho I didn't do my room. I need to look at my money situation..................... BRB 

Buffythedebtslayer

Ok Money situation is sort of GRIM. 

I only just have petrol money till the next pay day. Luckily I don't need to spend money. Also my next wages will be lower due to striking. However I have paid the CC, paid for the car and a new phone. Am due a couple of refunds and will sell my fish tanks that I am no longer using. 

I might need some tights and rabbit food (!) but I think I will be ok. Be good for me. Bit of discipline! 

Buffythedebtslayer

in_need_of_direction said:

I would give anything to have my dog sat beside me.  Take time to enjoy it

I am so sorry INOD. I love my two so much. It breaks me. Be kind to yourself XXX