When things hit rock bottom the only answer is to fight the way back up...

Hiddenidenity

Today has been a slow day, feel the black cloud forming Trying to keep a hold before it goes too far.

Still managed to sort some annoying bits in the garden and the kids had a 'picnic' in the garden for lunch.

Have also got some bits out to eBay not even sure they will sell but worth trying.

kirtsypoos

Chin up Hidden, you're doing wonderfully as always. Easier said than done I know

Sun_Addict

Fight that black cloud. You are doing amazing, don't ever doubt that xx

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My two used to love a teddy bear picnic in the garden/lounge or park depending on the weather. Home made picnic and favourite teddy.

I'm sure things are getting on top and you're feeling overwhelmed but you're doing great, small steps.

You're in need of a breather, make sure you step back occasional and take time for you xx

UncannyScot

Hey Hiddenidentity
That black cloud can just do one, jog on, b ger off, git tae etc.
You lass, you ROCK don't ever forget that.
(((((HUGS))))

redofromstart

Hi, you are doing so well, maybe get outside today with the little's and see if that helps? I find time to think is fatal.

On the carpet fitting, the biggest problem we had was the stanley knife. It was far easier with a carpet cutting blade (curved) rather than the standard one.

Toni'sfriend

Hello Hidden
Hope you're feeling a bit better this morning. Maybe you should spend a bit more time on yourself doing something just for you. Do you have any close friends you could go have a cup of tea and a chat with? Do you have any hobbies? It might help get rid of that black cloud.

Hiddenidenity

I actually don't have any friends really definitely not one I can call round for a cuppa with. My mum's back Wednesday evening though.

I'm not too bad this morning, still feeling a bit flat but I'm sure I'll get over myself.

Found curtains and light shade for the girls room on Amazon, need some of the vouchers I'm waiting on coming through.

Cashed out £5 to paypal from My survey so hopefully that's in when I need the bedding.

Going to find some DVD's/Books for them on Amazon/Ebay and I think it'll nearly all be ready to fall into place before they go to school.

UncannyScot

Don't forget the local charity shops!
You can usually find good books and DVD's there for not a lot at all

earthgirl

Great progress hidden. I'd also suggest charity shops for books, dvds. Our local library has big shelves full for 10p each. I know that the vouchers are in effect free though!