Here we can all be heard for a little while. Part 3

Pyxis

xXMessedUpXx wrote: »

Not well. Off sick from work. Got pip letter on friday and i had a complete and utter meltdown. felt suicidal and had racing bad thoughts. been with swain the last few days as he didnt want me to beon my on my own. went to first group depression session today. went ok. seeing doctors tomorrow. head is a mess. cant get anyon to go wth me to medical tomorrow best friend is on holiday, swain cant get it off work, the chairty ive been in touch with wanted £160, that i dont have. it a mess. is it bad i want to take one of my hello kittys with me for comfort/support?

MU, we're all behind you here..... hang on in there........

I know it's so very scary, but take kitty and cuddle it if you have to.
If I were nearer, I'd come with you. Just imagine us being there with you, like WaS's Golden Lights, shining and hovering around you, and giving you comfort and strength.

When you get back, come on here and tell us .

:A :A :A :A

((((((((((((((MessedUp))))))))))))))))

System

I'm back. Also saw my GP this morning, hes told me to start taking my anti depressant again and start taking vitamin d, and that he'd look into referring me back to mental health team. Medical went...ok...i guess. Had kitty for support. Still not feeling up to work but will try to go back on friday. Barely slept last night and im shattered so i'm going to try and have a nap, today has taken all the energy i have.

Pyxis

xXMessedUpXx wrote: »

I'm back. Also saw my GP this morning, hes told me to start taking my anti depressant again and start taking vitamin d, and that he'd look into referring me back to mental health team. Medical went...ok...i guess. Had kitty for support. Still not feeling up to work but will try to go back on friday. Barely slept last night and im shattered so i'm going to try and have a nap, today has taken all the energy i have.

Very well done, MessedUp!

You did it! You did two things! And one extremely scary thing!

:T :T :T

And you survived! :T

We are all very proud of you! :A

You have a well-deserved rest now.

(((((((((( MessedUp)))))))))))

Izadora

Absolutely huge well done for today MU, you should be very proud of yourself and you've definitely earned your rest.

dandy-candy

Big hugs to you MU ((((hugs)))), well done for doing it

whitewing

Well done, MU.

I am taking multivitamins again now.

Went to a party last weekend. Go me! The first actual non-family party for about 12 years at least. I did have to dance all night (in fancy dress) as it felt awkward sitting with a group of heavy drinking people, particularly one chap who I find really difficult to get on with/communicate with; everyone else loves him, which makes it harder. I can't actually dance, so that shows how difficult conversation is!

Missing WaS. Other than that, I am doing okay but tired; sleeping well; it is just a busy time of year. I don't seem quite as affected by the weather this autumn although I am cold today.

Doing the Christmas shoeboxes this year. Managed to save/stock up through the year. Have sent in two to school already but littlewing wants to do an adult lady one too and I have a fair amount of stuff that wouldn't fit in when I collated it so I have had to get some more empty shoeboxes. DH is not too in favour of the shoebox thing. Ideally they want hat, glove and scarves in too and it is quite difficult to find any cheap or free of those. I got a couple of the scarf sets from matalan - they are lovely but the cost soon mounts up. I felt a bit guilty for not buying littlewing one. I don't really think I can buy another couple of sets - DH will have a fit. The sets are a bargain at £8 and are should last the girls a few winters. I am talking myself into getting some more - anyone got a matalan discount code?

Gingernutty

Grew my beard for a IPL spot test. It didn't work. My hair's too light.

Been shopping and now going home for a spot of life admin, laundry, vacuuming and cleaning.

I've run out of clean underwear. :eek:

elsien

Do you mean too light, as in not enough of it? Isn't that a good thing?

Had to smile today. Realised I was talking to someone on the spectrum when I commented that there weren't enough chairs in the room for everyone and was gently corrected that in fact most to the seating was in the form of settees not chairs. Quite right too.

WW - vouchercloud had some Matalan codes but as always there's a minimum spend. Might be worth a look though.

Pyxis

That laser thing only works on dark hairs on pale skin, so if the hairs are light-coloured or the skin is olive or tanned or darker, it won't work.

Gingernutty

Thick, tough coarse hairs that are multiplying and darkening with age.

Very obvious, but not physically dark enough for the IPL treatment.