levi: la vida loca

hummingbird

Let us know how you got on when you get back from the GP appointment - thinking of youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!! Hope it goes well xx

Willowpop

Hey Levi, did you get to the GP?
I hope they could help. x

liltdiddylilt

Yeah... we are so away from it we are here typing. I've told you, all it takes is a PM and I am here. I've taken some time for myself away from my diary, to get some exercise, but I am still around, just trying to be more healthy

I've not deserted you!

How went the doctors? xx

stepuptothepl8

We're only a txt/PM away, and we're here as often as we can be..

Hope the Doctor's went ok x

please-let-me-be-lucky

I'm here too Xx

Mara_uk7

Me too ... addicted I am .. Addicted to my Levi fix .. I really really really
really really really really really really really really really really really really wanna see you be like a toothless budgie and suck seed ... :P

stepuptothepl8

Ok that's just weird :rotfl:

Levi-

Mara_uk7 wrote: »

Me too ... addicted I am .. Addicted to my Levi fix .. I really really really
really really really really really really really really really really really really wanna see you be like a toothless budgie and suck seed ... :P

:rotfl: Mara what on earth have you been taking ?

Anyways I wasn't trying to make anyone feel bad just lots of posts lately related to peoples desires to not be on the forum/dwell on bad things etc and in the state of mind I'm in I do take everything to be my fault and figured I was probably bringing a lot of yawl down:o

Have to keep this brief as I'm already in Manchester. My GP appointment went OK, he actually gave me a certificate to stay off work until the 28th due to stress. I have mixed feelings about it but will take it day to day, theres nothing to say I HAVE to stay off as long as that. Still have the OTT paranoid feelings of being sacked, etc. Logic doesn't apply much.

My Mum had her scan at 17:50 which I met her at the hospital here with 22 minutes to spare for a coffee:D It went well, the radiologist was super nice, as she had to have the scan over her whole body it meant being closed in with it very close to face at certain times (which she is petrified of) so I talked her through a meditation type scene to get her away from there and just focus on my voice.

The results are on the 26th so I will come again for that but for now I either have to drive back tonight which is 8 hours driving in a day.. or wait until tomorrow.. LL is with FGN and I'm sure he is fine but I just feel the guilt from all angles including not being with him.

Westie983

Im sure LL will be fine with FGN, think its best to take time out while you can and drive back tomorrow, nothing worse then rushing or driving tired as this could cause more problems then the guilt you are feeling about being away from LL, I know you cant be in two places, but today and tonight is about your mum, LL will be okay and it will be his day for your focus tomorrow today is mums...

take its easy and try to relax will help keep the black dog at bay and give you a few hours freedom till you have to drive back home x x

themarsbargirl

LL will survive till tomorrow, he's probably had a whale of a time with FGN.

Glad the scan went well and the GP appt.

Take care sweets
xxx