levi: la vida loca

Levi- · 8 May 2015 at 10:24PM

themarsbargirl wrote: »

Because it's in their bedroom and they want to go to bed usually it's around 10.30pm so not that unreasonable lol

Ohh that makes sense now

You made me worried for a sec that you're like .. 13... lol xx

Levi- · 8 May 2015 at 10:25PM

Bobarella wrote: »

Wow now why have I got an image of Freddie Mercury doing the hoovering in my head Levi? Says vastly more about my twisted brain than your epic afternoons cleaning I'm sure.

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lol Bob we all KNOW that is exactly what I look like when I'm cleaning

xx

Levi- · 8 May 2015 at 10:30PM

Dansmam wrote: »

Hey Levi
Sorry for barging in, but you are doing great, and fake it while you're down got me through a lot of years with l`il ones. On your own is tough but you are tougher. Is there something that's triggered this or is it just the same old same old? It will all be fab again, no worries. Just needs a bit of time x

No apologies required, barge away any time

Thanks so much Dansmam......I hope it will be fab again soon, I can't wait to have a light spirit and some light in my eyes.. atm they just look back at me as someone with the weight on the world on my shoulders and I don't want my glory years to be remembered like that :(xx

Levi- · 8 May 2015 at 10:42PM

Forgot to mention as well that I am emotionally eating again like there is no tomorrow - not good for my budget or my body or my self esteem. I need it to stopppp. So I'm going to start a diet on Monday and I want to lose 14lbs by.. well, whenever, but I'm not doing anything other than cutting calories aka all the junk I am stuffing into my face whenever I feel a painful emotion.. I never used to do this.. this is new..only since this year... and its very annoying.. to be fair I used to have a worse coping mechanism (smoking) and in the absence of that I guess something else had to pop up..why am I set to self destruct?

Westie983 · 8 May 2015 at 11:02PM

any news from Aviva Levi?

Levi- · 8 May 2015 at 11:06PM

Westie983 wrote: »

any news from Aviva Levi?

Actually yes. Had a snotty email on Monday saying they hadn't heard back from me with with any of their requested details and if they hadn't heard by the 7th they would shut down the case. :eek: So I immediately re-sent the LONG & DETAILED email I had sent with my report at least a week earlier. They responded to confirm it had now been received and rather curtly told me it was all now going to be handled by their claims handlers and that "customer service will have nothing further to do with this claim" and only write to the claims handlers (transcare) with any further correspondence. It is now between them and Churchill.. I can't bring myself to stress it right now so I'll just let it do it's thing. Not too thrilled at the CS standard at Arriva though.

Westie983 · 8 May 2015 at 11:28PM

Yes just let them fight it out now don't you worry about it now, that's what you pay insurance for to take the stress away,

Hope tomorrow is a little easier for you

themarsbargirl · 9 May 2015 at 12:29AM

lol I'm 25 Levi.
I also comfort eat. Unless you are allergic to artificial sweetners like me then why don't you get some sugar free jelly to binge on? Lower calories and cheaper than chocolate.
Or home bake your binge food, baking itself can be very thearpeutic.
Chewing gum used to help me before my teeth got too weak for it.

Once when I was 19, had no money and had eaten all the flour (like made into stuff, and almost everything in the cupboards) I tried to make some pineapple sweets from the juice of my last tin of pineapple and the last of my sugar *blushes* never let it be said that I'm not resourceful!