We all need to be heard for a little while.

LostSoulForever

Pyxis wrote: »

....and only five days to P-day! :j

I really hope that's Pay-Day :rotfl:

Ok edit - didn't see the post after :doh:

haybel19

Think I would quite like somewhere to hide... really not having a very nice day at all. Deep breaths.. Few things have upset me -one in particular- although lots of little things too- is it bed time yet? :rotfl:

Codemonkey- good for you definetely not overboard. You should see how many cake cutters I have- and I ALWAYS need more. Do you have a favourite colour? Do you do nail art designs on your nails? Well done on not biting them.

Pyxis

haybel19 wrote: »

Think I would quite like somewhere to hide... really not having a very nice day at all. Deep breaths.. Few things have upset me -one in particular- although lots of little things too- is it bed time yet? :rotfl:
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((((((((((((((((Haybel))))))))))))))))))

You could jump into the duvet fort!
Bring Max and Little Miss too!

Oh, and bring biscuits! Biscuits are mandatory!

mellymoo74

I give up.
Been gifted a fantastic job been told interview is a formality going to have to turn it down too much happening here.
Thank god for smoothies can only manage one a day but is better than nothing

haybel19

Pyxis wrote: »

((((((((((((((((Haybel))))))))))))))))))

You could jump into the duvet fort!
Bring Max and Little Miss too!

Oh, and bring biscuits! Biscuits are mandatory!

ohh duvet fort? Yeah we are there!!! Little miss likes smarties cookies from tesco bakery.. so we will bring a big pile... she is also partial to jaffa cakes... and we both like out lovely big teddy bear throw which is super soft so we will pack that too.... and of course Mr Ralphie her giraffe soft toy- he goes everywhere.

Solarjunkie

WaS, there must be lots of maintenance type jobs need doing at the farm, when WaSp is feeling up to it you can feed the llama while he fixes something, more interesting than just standing in a field, once you have the routine sorted. Resulting in 2 happy people (and one happy llama!)

LostSoulForever

Feeling lonely tonight

Waves_and_Smiles

Aw, LSF we are here! It's horrid feeling lonely. We still have room for you in the duvet fort, go on risk it! You know you want to really!

That's a really good idea, Solar! I bet WaSp would love to get involved rather than just watching me. I will tell him to offer his services.

tea_lover

Today's summary...

Pros
Wardrobe is sorted
Finally spoke to parents about what's been happening. They have offered generous financial support which I'm v grateful for.
They didn't seem surprised, didn't ask what the problems are, didn't ask if I was sure - considering this was the first time I'd spoken to them I think that says a lot about whether this is the right thing to do.
OH also spoke to his mum today - she said he was an idiot and would regret it :rotfl:.
Watched the second hobbit film....Martin Freeman always cheers me up.

Cons
Still v unsure about best way to deal with everything financially.
Feel like a massive failure after talking to my parents.
Twice today I've cried so hard I've made my stomach hurt (not helped by constipation )
I did not find narnia.
Woke up in a panic last night after a nightmare and have felt freaked out all day.

LostSoulForever

Waves_and_Smiles wrote: »

Aw, LSF we are here! It's horrid feeling lonely. We still have room for you in the duvet fort, go on risk it! You know you want to really!

I'm still not sure about sharing a duvet with you lot yet , i might never be seen again.

I'm just having one of those realisation nights of how empty, lonely & isolating my life is. I decided to reply to a thread in the Arms about being single & that triggered it all off.

There are probably 4 times a year when it really hits home - my BDay, Xmas, NY & Valentines. The rest of the time i seem to do a good job at blocking it out while otther problems take center stage.