Spent 4 years pretending it's all OK

NoOneAround

Cumbria_lass wrote: »

Lovely message NOA , have a lovely Christmas yourself with your family x

Thank you Cumbria lass, I hope you have had a lovely Christmas too. xx

Puzzcat wrote: »

:xmastree:

Dear Noah,

I hope that you and yours have a lovely relaxing Christmas and a healthy and wealthy 2018....

Much Love...

:xmassign:

Puzz. xxxx

Thank you for popping in Puzz, hope your Christmas went well too!
xx

eco_farmer wrote: »

happy new yr NOA.
keep on keeping on.

eco

Thanks You eco farmer, I very much plan to! I hope you have had a lovely Christmas break. xx
NOA

NoOneAround

Hello Everyone.

Can't get my thoughts together enough to do the long post I sat down to do, it's been a year of much reflection. So I will just say "A Happy New Year to you all"
Much Love
NOA

xx

“Hope
Smiles from the threshold of the year to come,
Whispering 'it will be happier'...”

― Alfred Tennyson

System

I had a good Christmas and New Year NOA , I hope your reflection has been helpful.

Happy New Year to you.

NoOneAround

Thank You Cumbria Lass.

2018 has started much as 2017 ended...Back to work tomorrow at part time job, school term starts, VAT returns due by end of week, and accounts looming ever closer!
I have been catching up on a few diaries as and when but haven't had time to be on here really.
Early night , got to find some clothes to wear to work now....
Will update properly in next few days ...she says.....

NOA
x

try_harder

I have been following your diary and meaning to post .You are doing brilliantly .Happy New Year to you.

NoOneAround

try_harder wrote: »

I have been following your diary and meaning to post .You are doing brilliantly .Happy New Year to you.

Hello try harder, Thank you for your lovely message. Happy New Year to you too, Hope it's a good one for you

A week into the New Year already:eek:
Too tired for a long post, Can't remember what I put in my last update so i'll put down the first few things that come into my head as bullet points - just to get into the habit again:o

1)Family came over holidays from 24-30 Dec
2)Christmas has been cleared away this weekend:T
3)Several tons of washing/ironing done
4)VAT accounts done and all paid up yesterday:T
5)Driving lessons booked for DS- big spends coming:eek:
6)Bag full of receipts checked/discarded /filed -more to do
7)3 lbs lost (back to where I was before Xmas)
8)Feeling very anxious about a lot of things, trying hard not to.

NOA
x

eco_farmer

Hi,
happy new yr. can i recommend this website.
Its extremely good for teaching mindfulness. There are a series of short webinars that help along the way. Please ignore the title its for everybody. the funding for the website came from a farming charity in response to the huge pressures my industry is under

farmerfocus.com

good luck with it
keep posting.
Eco

redofromstart

Well done you for losing the Christmas pounds.

Hope you have a restful weekend, and that the anxiety eases off.

System

Mindfulness is something we have at work monthly , I have found it very useful sometimes. Hoping the anxiety is better.

jaxsmar

Just reading this post. Thanks for posting it does help other people experiencing the same problems.