Just needed to be heard for a little while

Pyxis

Yes, WaS you are real.
You are very real.
We are real to.
Remember how you cleared out the Cupboard of (what was once called doom, now called) Done?
What an achievement that was, WaS!
AND remember how you made the fairy cakes, following the instruction sheet that WaSp had done for you?

Remember that we are all real, and you are real.

Pyxis

Listen WaS, the blind girl isn't real.

Think of her as being a character in a TV programme that you're watching. It's fiction, it's just a TV story.

You, however ARE real. We are here for you. Remember, the girl isn't real, she's just a story being played out in your mind, as if you were watching TV, or reading a book that she is a character in, and in your mind's eye you can 'see' her as you read the story.

But it's fiction, WaS.

Waves_and_Smiles

Good morning dibuzz and Pyxis!

Thank you! Good, I am real, you are replying to me so I must be. It is so nice to see people here, imagine me clinging to you both like a limpet right now. That was an interesting night to say the least. I think the worse is over, though. WaSp will be here within an hour which will help, I can prod him to check he is really here.

Yes, it was all just a story that I made up. None of it was real. I don't know whether to love or hate my imagination. I still feel guilty but I have no reason to. I haven't hurt anyone.

Pyxis

Hallo Limpet! You did it! You did it!

You clung on to the fact that the girl wasn't real, and you did it!

The girl wasn't real, so there was no need for guilt, none at all!

Well done! Good move,listening out for the sounds of normality!

Time for another hot drink?

I think you need to take Pugliet with you today. He can share your blanket.

:T :A

dibuzz

Well I feel guilty as well for being asleep when you were here alone and worried but I'm glad you realise you've not hurt anyone and have done nothing wrong.
WaSp will be so proud of you for dealing with it all like you have when he gets home.

Waves_and_Smiles

Luckily the hospital appointment is tomorrow, if it was today I might just sit and dribble after this many pills.

A hot drink sounds good, I have a flask of tea here. I seem to have forgotten to drink for most of the night, this would account for the scratchy throat and dry mouth. Honestly, that was the longest night ever, time went so slowly. I thought 30 minutes had passed and it was 5. There are cars driving to work outside, I am so relieved to hear them.

Aw, no need to feel guilty, dibuzz! I was writing just as if people were here anyway. I am overjoyed that you got some sleep! The worse is definitely over now which it should be on this amount of anti-psychotics! The electric shocks are a lot less frequent, too so something is stabilising. Amusingly a car just beeped going past and I would normally jump out of my skin. I was instead very grateful to hear it, yay people are awake!

Pyxis

This is calming:-



Imagine you're holding this turquoise stone:-

Pyxis

Oh, I forgot to say, be gentle when you're poking WaSp!!

Waves_and_Smiles

Aw, lovely pics, Pyxis. I really do need to get hold of some turquoise. Did I mention WaSp is tickly? The poking will cause much screaming on his behalf.

dibuzz

The top pic is beautiful Pyxis