Depression Support Thread

ilovegreatdanes

just like to say thanks for all your messages of support....tiff, bfm and feelingg especially.i appreciate your concern.not up to joining in yet but am thinkin of you all.have missed loads but cant really concentrate on the stuff ive missed...hope youll understand that im not ignoring you, just on go slow on the mo.will see you all on the flip side.please bear with me till i get my mask mended.
love ilgd xx
love
god bless

ilovegreatdanes

wanted to share a song with you all..

spend all your life waiting for that second chance,
that you think will make it okay,
theres always a reason to feel not good enough,
and its hard at the end of the day.
i need some distraction,oh beautiful release,
the memories seep from my veins,
then maybe, empty, or weightless and maybe,
ill find some peace again.

in the arms of the angels,
far away from here,
in this stark, cold hotel room,
theres a lonliness that you fear,
you are pulled from the wreakage
of your silent revelry,
in the arms of the angels,
may you find some peace again

so tired of the straight lines,
and everywhere you turn,
theres vultures and thieves at your back
storm keeps on twisting,
keep on turning the lies,
that you make up for all that you lack.
it dont make no difference,
escape for one last time.
its easier to believe,
when all this madness
this curious sadness
brings me to my knees.

in the arms of the angels,
far away from here,
in this stark, cold hotel room,
theres an endlessness that you fear,
you are pulled from the wreakage
of your silent revelry,
youre in the arms of the angels,
may you finally find some peace again.

one of my faves.love ilgd xx

Tulip

:hello: Everyone,

Hope all is well,I am fine,had a great day today I am now so tired so will be off to sleep really soon ILGD hope you are ok

love and light to everyone,


Katie xxx

tooties

good evening everyone,
havent posted for ages but have nipped on for the odd read.
an update
well im still off work going onto half pay from yesterday so that makes me £700 a month more skint........
havent felt much like taking overdoses lately, am now off the venlafaxine and now onto 75mg clomipramine but its making my hair fall out lucky enough i have really thick hair so i can spare it for the moment.
see the psychiatrist next tuesday so my gp says i have to mention the hair loss to the psych and see wot they say.
i enrolled at local college and im doing a full time course (2 and a half days per week) its different as all my classmates although are all female are only 17-18 years old am im poistively ancient as im 36 i have kids older than them for goodness sake but the course is fun and im not totally committed to it i suppose i can walk away at any time, i did tell them of my mental health problems when i went for my interview and added it to my application form they siad it wouldnt be a problem.
so things are not so bad as they were 6 weeks ago but i still have my moments
hope everyone is well
tooties

Tulip

Night! Night! Everyone,

Chat tomorrow


love and light,

Katie xxx

ps Sazzy and Tooties I ate all the smarties but ssh I saved you both some dont tell Tiff and the others

Tulip

tooties wrote: »

good evening everyone,
havent posted for ages but have nipped on for the odd read.
an update
well im still off work going onto half pay from yesterday so that makes me £700 a month more skint........
havent felt much like taking overdoses lately, am now off the venlafaxine and now onto 75mg clomipramine but its making my hair fall out lucky enough i have really thick hair so i can spare it for the moment.
see the psychiatrist next tuesday so my gp says i have to mention the hair loss to the psych and see wot they say.
i enrolled at local college and im doing a full time course (2 and a half days per week) its different as all my classmates although are all female are only 17-18 years old am im poistively ancient as im 36 i have kids older than them for goodness sake but the course is fun and im not totally committed to it i suppose i can walk away at any time, i did tell them of my mental health problems when i went for my interview and added it to my application form they siad it wouldnt be a problem.
so things are not so bad as they were 6 weeks ago but i still have my moments
hope everyone is well
tooties

tooties,that is good news glad to hear that you are doing a college course and that you find it fun to do and also everyone has their moments,you are not alone there I had been ill and went to hospital and I have been home for a week and I feel back to my normal self again,I found it strange to be home and I shed tears but I was ok a few hours later,I have got my community nurse coming tomorrow for a chat btw what college course are you doing?

chat soon,

love and light,

Katie xxx

Sazbo

Tulip wrote: »

ps Sazzy and Tooties I ate all the smarties but ssh I saved you both some dont tell Tiff and the others

:eek: I ain't saying nuthin tulip hun!;):D

Tired out sazzy... good night everyone... :wave:

Sxxx

Tulip

Sazbo wrote: »

:eek: I ain't saying nuthin tulip hun!;):D

Tired out sazzy... good night everyone... :wave:

Sxxx

thanks Saz Night! I am off now too as I have been entering lots of competitions on the competitions board for the last hour or so want to win a Wii


bye everyone,chat in the morning

a very tired Katie aka Tulip xxx

Tiff_2

Hi guys!:hello:
Morning my little furballs - how's everyone this a.m.?;)
Well I'm a busy Tiff again atm.:o

Friday's looking very wet according to the weather, but until I hear from bmf's knees, I'm not going to believe a word!:D
In a vain attempt to start your day off with a smile...

The Photographer
A photographer for a national magazine was assigned to take pictures of a great forest fire. He was advised that a small plane would be waiting to fly him over the fire.
The photographer arrived at the airstrip just an hour before sundown. Sure enough, a small Cessna airplane was waiting. He jumped in with his equipment and shouted, "Let's go!" The tense man sitting in the pilot's seat swung the plane into the wind and soon they were in the air, though flying erratically.
"Fly over the north side of the fire," said the photographer, "And make several low-level passes."
"Why?" asked the nervous pilot.
"Because I'm going to take pictures!" yelled the photographer. "I'm a photographer, and photographers take pictures!"



The pilot replied, "You mean you're not the flight instructor?"

:rotfl:

Sorry - I don't get out much!:o :rolleyes:
Wishing you all a safe and happy day. Good luck with today's challenges peeps!
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

*zippy*

Thanks for the jokes Tiff

Not raining here, but wet and miserable today. Its been a frantic morning as we slept late and DD missed the school bus :doh: thank goodness its the weekend tomorrow.

Love to all
zippy x