Depression Support Thread

meyore · 26 February 2008 at 12:17PM

Well, I've crippled myself further by going back to the gym. But its a good kind of pain I think. Going to have a bath, then I'm going to spend the afternoon sorting out the attic.

Xx

ilovegreatdanes · 26 February 2008 at 2:03PM

hi,
happy birthday to sazzys dad......and many more.xx:A
katie.....enjoy your trip today.should have said earlier, id have come with you.xx
well, looks loverly outside but....its blowing a gale, at least its not raining.although the wind does more damage.......especially to my hair:eek:
anyway, finally got an apology from the head of surveyors yesday, now im waiting for them next wed,had a letter this morn about it too so at least ill have proof.....so we shall see.just be my luck for them to say we have damp/too much rubble in the cavities, so they cant do it anyway.

im with aol for my bb and since they put the new dialbb software upgrades in, i have had no end of trouble.couldnt get bb last nite and when i foned helpline, there was an hour queue :eek: on an 0870 no:eek: .luckily i found an 01 no so it doesnt cost me anything but i wasnt going to hang on for an hour, no way.:mad:
dh has re installed and hopefully we are here ok as you can see.am contemplating moving to skype,cos although ill lose the 24 hr free 01 and 02 nos, ill recoup it on the £9.99 bb saving from aol that we pay now.we already have sky so it would be the same price for more services, iykwim.dh says to leave it for now and if aol keeps being a pain ,we will change.
wonder if bmf is with aol and shes still in the queue:rotfl: :rotfl: cmon, bmf, lets be knowing where you are hiding

have you won the lottery....or did you send your tenner off to america and win my 5 grand???
ill catch you all later, have a wonderful day,:A
love ilgd xx

ilovegreatdanes · 26 February 2008 at 2:07PM

btw, juno, its good news re the studies,im really glad for you.still drinking the the black tea???

ilovegreatdanes · 26 February 2008 at 2:10PM

feelie, glad things are abit brighter.think you are right about taking time over your decision as it will have a massive effect on your future.good luck with it.xx
if the photos were anything to go by, im not surprised you want to stay longer.so would i.....enjoy, enjoy!!!!

juno · 26 February 2008 at 2:13PM

ilovegreatdanes wrote: »

btw, juno, its good news re the studies,im really glad for you.still drinking the the black tea???

I bought 1 pint of milk, and then my daddy came over. So he offered to buy me more milk, and while he was at the shop I asked him to pick up a few more things. Sneaky, but I lent him my discount card.

ilovegreatdanes · 26 February 2008 at 2:16PM

juno, am so glad cos i was upset the other day when you said you had no dosh til thursday.you are deffo a poor , struggling student, even before the courses kick in.....
look after yourself, xx

feelinggood_2 · 26 February 2008 at 2:22PM

ilovegreatdanes wrote: »

feelie, glad things are abit brighter.think you are right about taking time over your decision as it will have a massive effect on your future.good luck with it.xx
if the photos were anything to go by, im not surprised you want to stay longer.so would i.....enjoy, enjoy!!!!

Thanks ILGD. I feel better just allowing myself to think/feel things. I thought I had it all sussed, but when back into the closet at it was easier and made other people happy. I'm 90% certain what I am now, just need a bit more fun to confirm it :rotfl:

geminilady · 26 February 2008 at 2:29PM

feelinggood wrote: »

Just wanted to let you all know that after my 'low' the other day I'm feeling better. I've worked out what is bothering me, and am putting plans into place to make myself feel better (feelie wants some female lovin' lol - hubby has consented, and is a little jealous!). The trip might (hopefully) be extended, I'm liking it here and would like to stay. I really need to figure out once and for all wether I'm gay or not, so hopefully will come to a conclusion in the near future.

Hope everyone is as well as possible and getting all the help, love and support they need.

Clipboard - good early morning! (Its 16:40 here lol). Its great that there will be more therapist. My pychiatrist said I should have CBT then pyscotherapy, but they are unable to refer me for either.

Hi Feelie,Glad you are feeling better.Your hubby must be very open minded to consent and it is only natural he would be a little jealous but it is not quite the same as you seeing another guy.
If you "fancy" your husband and enjoy sex with him it is more likely you are Bi rather than gay.Have you thought of phoning one of the gay helplines ?maybe they can help you figure it out.