Here we go again. LBM number a million

Eager_Elephant

millionaire_in_training wrote: »

I am tired tonight and will head to bed soon. I have a sore neck and shoulder and the pain is now in my face. It's even sore to touch my skin. Keep getting really sharp pains through my eye and head. I'll see how it goes tomorrow but may need a wee trip to docs to sort it out.

hi MIT

Hope you are feeling better this morning, if you are not please go to the GP.

That sharp pain and sore skin could be shingles - you don't always get the rash.

You don't want shingles to get near the eye because this is what happened to my DH and he has had a neurological condition for 3 years now and is in a lot of pain.

millionaire_in_training

Thanks EE am better today

My whole world has yet again turned upside down. DD is 20 and had found lumps in her breast. I wasn't one bit concerned as I thought it would just be her age/hormones blah blah but as she was in pain I made her a docs appointment. I was so unconcerned I didn't even go with her. I've come home tonight and doc is referring her to the breast clinic as he is concerned. She has had some pain in her armpit and in her breast but she is a drama queen so I didn't bother too much. I feel sick. We've both been in tears and I want my Mum . I feel very alone tonight. DD's boyfriend has arrived to comfort her as he was being arsy and I gave him what for so he hot footed it out to see her. She went a run and I cleaned ( always my stress buster). Don't get me wrong, my friends offered to come straight up and so did my Brother but I would end up in a state and I'm trying to make her laugh and make light of it but OMG I am $hitting myself. Trying so hard to sit here all cool and Mum like when I just want to run away

She is to be seen within 4 weeks and all she was worried about was my holiday I did good with her that she worried about me more than her. Said she would take my brother with her . Bless. I've told her under no circumstances will she take my Brother. I don't give a *uck about any holiday. I will be with her regardless. How could I even think about going away when she needs me. I'd just be sick with worry anyway.

Sent my CPP claim away today so we will see what happens with that. Picked up my shopping from ASDA and DS still saying there's nothing to eat :eek:

Anyway just popped in to say hello and tell you the latest MIT drama and I am praying so hard that that's all it is, another drama and turns out to be nothing.xx

please-let-me-be-lucky

So sorry to hear the latest news, I've got everything crossed it all turns out to be nothing serious. Big hugs and positive vibes to both of you Xx

in_need_of_direction

I had a similar issue with my daughter when she was around the same age. All, bar my mental well being, was ok and she is now religious about self exam and since turning 25, smear tests. Fingers crossed it will all be ok.

Ali-OK

Ahh, sorry to hear that MiT. Fingers crossed she gets seen soon at the clinic, always worse not knowing.

Glad to hear you are feeling better, but your DS and the food situation :eek::rotfl:

Rollercoaster_Rach

Hi MIT much love xxx

The not knowing worry is the worst. It will be ok xxxx

Baldybear

Hope your daughter is ok, sending furry hugs from the hossie

Puzzcat

Hi MIT, Sorry to hear your news about your dd, I will keep everything crossed for her. Xxx

millionaire_in_training

Aww thanks guys. I love this place. It's so nice to come on to lots of lovely messages. I have the calm sensible head on today and I can be cool, calm and collected Mum. DD was texting me on and off all day, bless, asking me if it was normal that once you know there is a problem does it get worse? I said Oh Aye !! It's always the way isn't it. You can ignore things and then think Hmmm best see doc about that and it then get so much worse. She's been googling stuff and scaring herself half to death. Her friend is coming out tonight and they are going to bake so she will enjoy that. She's going away for the weekend to BF's family caravan so that'll keep her occupied and I bought chinese for dinner. Hopefully they will get her into the clinic within the next week or so. Anyhow I did a deal with the devil today and just told him and the big man upstairs that if anyone in this house was to get sick then it was to be me and not one of my 'babies'.

Anyway to other things. Yesterday I had spent £2.50 on lunch and £3.10 on breakfast :eek:. Today I spent £1.20 on brekkie and £7.50 on lunch. Stress eating and spending kicking in and I'll need to get it under control. Also spent £15 on takeaway for dinner. So I will do my utmost tomorrow to get it under control and stop it. I'm going to my wee old Aunties for dinner and I will take lunch and brekkie into work with me.

Really busy day in work as my colleague who shares part of my job with me has had to take a couple days off. His civil partner is very sick and he is just exhausted. Such a shame and we have all been doing our best to get him buoyed up but he is very teary about it all. They have been together for nearly 40 years and I can honestly say that I have never seen such a devoted couple. The love and affection between them is just lovely. Poor man is so very ill though so things not looking too good. I had told him everyone was asking about him but that I just thought he was a 'bar steward' leaving me on my own. He had a wee laugh at that as he knows I am very fond of him. I even offered him a cuddle yesterday :rotfl:.

I am having a quiet night tonight and will have a wee catch up on here. I hope you are all well and thanks again xx

dawnybabes

(((Hugs)))

Sometimes comfort eating is the only thing that works.

I had a lump a few years ago, they ultrasounded, mammogramed and inspected me on the same day and told me it was a cyst - hopefully dds will be the same.