Depression II

EthelBloggs

slowlyfading wrote: »

Thanks, I'll need it! It's going to be a tricky one I think. Don't know whether I should talk about the dream - other people might find it triggering? Basically, I'm trying to stop self harming, after over 7 years of doing so, but its proving much harder than I first thought. My dream took me back into school, to a teacher I told when I was 14 what was happening, but she told me to ignore other people and get on with it. Then, in the dream, I drag up my sleeves and show her my arms and wrists, which are absolutely covered in cuts, bleeding and dripping. I woke up really scared I'd done some more, til I checked.
I'm so fed up of it to be honest. Why can't I just be... normal? Why did I have to find a way of coping which is so upsetting for anyone else and damaging to myself? I'm such a freak Pair that with an eating disorder than no one knows about, I'm getting the end of the line really. All this hiding really is draining after a while.

sorry for the rant
sf x

You sound a lot like my daughter :grouphug: and RBK too at times.. I wish there was some way to make it stop for all of you

slowlyfading

I wish there was a way too. I've just been for a 4 mile bike ride and feel loads better sorry for the rant earlier i'm okay, honest.
-hugs-
sf x

Sugar_Coated_Owl

:hello: juno, Sorry to hear that you are having a bad few days. (((HUGS))) to you.

slowlyfading, Please don't feel like you have to apologise. Rant away, it's what this thread is for

Hey ya Ethel hun, you OK?

EthelBloggs

yeah, i'm good ty, not long been home.. knackered.. as per usual

hows you?

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Awww, get some sleep hun.

I am OK thank you. x

Tulip

:hello: Everyone,

Hope all is well,Off out soon for lunch then going to a church to see friends off to college after that to do my craft course from 2pm-4pm

I hope you all have a lovely day!

*hugs* to all


lots of love,

Katie xxx

Karrie

WE DID IT, WE DID IT, WE DID IT, WE DID IT

:j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j

:T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T

Went to the local authorities hearing today and my son got in to the school he wants to go to!!!!! No need to go again tomorrow. It's all over.

Thanks for ALL your support - each and every one of you.

As you can tell, I am over the moon. Can't wait to tell him.

Best go and do some work now :eek:

blinky

Karrie wrote: »

WE DID IT, WE DID IT, WE DID IT, WE DID IT

:j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j

:T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T :T

Went to the local authorities hearing today and my son got in to the school he wants to go to!!!!! No need to go again tomorrow. It's all over.

Thanks for ALL your support - each and every one of you.

As you can tell, I am over the moon. Can't wait to tell him.

Best go and do some work now :eek:

Congratulations!!!

clipboard2

Hi everyone!

May I offer a suggestion to you all?
May I suggest you meet up this summer and have great days out together?

My suggestions (for what they're worth!) for those of us in the south-east:

[1] Brighton [I have groovy trousers]
[2] Kew Gardens [ free entry day/music fest.]

Over to the thread regulars....

Special note to Razorbladekisses:

I am sorry to hear you have been ill recently. Please forgive me for being miles behind as usual - I have just noted from your posts that you live in Guildford! Top town + very close to me, in fact I'm often there. Give us a shout if you fancy a cuppa etc.

A chilled and happy May Bank holiday to you all!

CB2x

juno

In my head, Brighton is kinda near Blackpool