Buffy takes babysteps.

Buffythedebtslayer

I know what you mean SA, I just want to keep busy ridiculously busy till this !!!!!! I miss him feeling goes.

I need to keep moving, spent the two last weekends in a right state, initially because of the toothache, and then him. This weekend I at least managed to go out last night for a bit and went shopping Friday. only spent £25! But over all I have just wanted to go to bed.

anyhow...............

Lunch is planned for next week. Today I am going out and about shopping and visiting my friend. need petrol.

Then this afternoon I am going to tackle the desk and some work.

33 days. oo actually 32 days! Need to change my sheets too.

xx

Buffythedebtslayer

Oh T**s

forgot to get petrol

and am tired and bored!!!

( I shouldn't be either of those things btw but I am so there.......)

Buffythedebtslayer

I have had such a WEIRD afternoon.

Like I said, tired and bored. did a bit of e bay shopping found some stuff I bought and fell asleep.

When I woke up I had an idea for my work and felt so much better. Actually feel a more motivated than I have for a well.

I am putting this down to a clear quartz crystal. Yep I know some of you will be backing away from the diary and hoping I regain my fragile sanity!

However, I bought a set from e-bay, I used to use them a long time ago and I do believe that there are more things in heaven and earth etc.

any how I feel better so I am going with it!

xx

beanielou

Crystals are good

Buffythedebtslayer

taxi73 wrote: »

think it's time to put yourself at no1 for a while instead of putting everyone else 1st..you need to take time to think what way you want life to pan out for you and then take steps to get where you want to be..you have so much going on at the moment it must be so hard to see a clear path ahead xx

Thank you so much for this Taxi, I didn't see it at first. but today I did, I did actually properly see it. so thank you xxx

Buffythedebtslayer

Paid 100 pounds off the CC (silly in hindsight since it should have gone on the loan but hey ho)

Also paid Mum for presents.

Have decided to do my walk a mile DVD each day.

And do the 5:2 diet. I must say my appetite is teeny tiny at the moment - break up diet etc so I shall take advantage of that and just generally eat less.

this week as I have already meal planned I will go over the 500 calories by a bit but I figure it will be a good first week to break me in.

xxx

Buffythedebtslayer

useful website, well some are bit nuts but some are doable

http://www.easyliving.co.uk/beauty/100-snacks-under-100-calories

Mara_uk7

Crystals are great, put some rose quartz near your mirror, make you love yourself more ! X

GeorgeUK

Hi Buffy

Good to see you're making some progress with things. I've been following your ups and downs - sending dodgy hugs your way along with everyone else.

One of the things I've noticed about you is your lists. You may have noticed me noticing. I'm a little concerned that you are trying to do so much, not finishing everything and beating yourself up for it. So you know how much time you are spending on yourself as well as everything else, it may be worthwhile creating a schedule in a diary. Using something like the gmail calendar can be useful to plan things out (and then see you are trying to do too much ).

Moneywise, I agree that the priority is probably the loan, but that would only be the case if you have the CC on a 0% deal or clearing the loan would actually save you money (like an early settlement). You will probably struggle to get a 0% after changing jobs so may be worth looking at this now if yours is about to end - banks usually take into account how long you've been in your job when doing their scoring.

Hoping that things continue to improve for you.
George

Buffythedebtslayer

Hi George xxxx hope you are well.

me........... I am angry with

work
the ex
so angry I want to punch him. HARD. on the nose. really make his eyes water.

on the plus side,

chatted to some seemingly nice blokes. Have a date Thursday and Friday.

and maybe Wednesday!

TOday was not great but tomorrow will be better

xx