Buffy takes babysteps.

Buffythedebtslayer

Wow, Old Friends Beanie, Taxi, Numpty Wol AND George!!
:T

And new friend - Sun addict -VERY good to read about hubby doing better:)

Thanks guys.

*feels warm and fuzzy xxx*

Weekend was good. However things with bloke are a little difficult. I don't know. It's okay really. however I can't keep living one weekend to the next. I do think both our lives lead to us wanting an escape and I can't decide if that escape is what I like about him (and vice versa) or if it is him I like. Now writing that seems ridiculous as I know I like him but I think that is some thing like what is going on. I am happy- more than happy to keep seeing him but he questions and ponders.

He asked me if there was anything I was looking forward this week and I couldn't think of a single thing. I said going to work was like being held underwater and Friday was when I come up for air.

oh and I have no money! SERIOUSLY WORRIED!

And no where to work - desk has 3 boxes of !!!! on it. And I have no time to clear to it. Ok I could have done it this afternoon - got in at 4.30 chatted to Mum - slept till 6, had tea, looked a dripping overflow, fed the dogs watched an episode of Bones and half watched Blue bloods whilst reading here.

Now have just made lunch and Mum is bugging me to sign some thing. ugh.

best get on.

thanks again guys xxxx

Buffythedebtslayer

you know when you have had a annoying day no sleep, !!!!! on dirt bikes, too much work, your animals smell and you haven't done your washing and you are !!!!KING exhausted.

oh and you need to go to Sainsburys and you have 3 big pieces of marking to do by tomorrow. And you have to pay your mechanic. And you have tutition in 40 minutes.

and your family are SUPER annoying. and dislike the idea of a man coming to do the garden.

and yeah. well that's me. I want to cry, really really. my chest hurts with the tension of it all and I am SICK to death of everything coming up as problems.


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

I will be back later.

beanielou

Unless your family are actually going to do the garden their thoughts are just imaterial. :mad: on your behalf.

scaredy_cat

echoing Beanie - if they don't like a man coming to do the garden, cos you are only human and can't be in 2, 3, 4 places at once, then they should do it!

beanielou

Have they forgotten you have two jobs and a life???
No need to answer that by the way.

Sun_Addict

Hi Buffy

Hope that big virtual scream has made you feel better! Who cares who does garden as long as it gets done plus it's one less thing for you to worry about. Take care of yourself.

Buffythedebtslayer

The relief that I made it through tutoring and Sainsburys is immense to be honest.

Mum made stew and I only spent 13.60 in Sainsburys.

ugh. so tired so not going to rant. am really putting down a lot of today due to tiredness.

I need more than 3 hours sleep. how do new mums do it!!!!!!!

I would never manage!

catch up tomorrow when extreme tiredness won't make me a threat to dirt bike riders.

xxx

Buffythedebtslayer

I shouldn't be on debt free site.

My money situation is Embarrassing.

I got my credit card bill today. I paid for facials, mum's birthday (food and presents) guinea pig cage, two birthday presents, books,
petrol and "stuff" oh and two weekends away.

It is quite mental

Buffythedebtslayer

Am watching Grey's Anatomy.

way to make a girl cry....................

Sun_Addict

Hi buffy

Hope you got a better night's sleep last night. Just popping by to say hello. Look after yourself!