Trying for a Baby Part 8

fannyanna

I know I don’t post on here that much anymore so I feel a bit naughty coming on here to have a whinge but I’ve just been crying in the toilets at work.

I was on the verge of tears this morning when I heard one of my colleagues (from another department) talking about being pregnant. Then just now I was talking to my male boss and female colleague from my department and my female colleague (who knows I’m struggling to conceive) kept going on an on about when my boss would be having a baby as he got married a year ago.

I just can’t stand this anymore. I feel like I have absolutely no hope in getting pregnant and every time I hear about someone getting pregnant it breaks my heart.

I’m been on a diet since the New Year (to try to help with this TTC lark) and now I just feel as though there’s no point as it wont happen and I just want to stuff my face.

an9i77

fannyanna wrote: »

I know I don’t post on here that much anymore so I feel a bit naughty coming on here to have a whinge but I’ve just been crying in the toilets at work.

I was on the verge of tears this morning when I heard one of my colleagues (from another department) talking about being pregnant. Then just now I was talking to my male boss and female colleague from my department and my female colleague (who knows I’m struggling to conceive) kept going on an on about when my boss would be having a baby as he got married a year ago.

I just can’t stand this anymore. I feel like I have absolutely no hope in getting pregnant and every time I hear about someone getting pregnant it breaks my heart.

I’m been on a diet since the New Year (to try to help with this TTC lark) and now I just feel as though there’s no point as it wont happen and I just want to stuff my face.

Hugs Fannyanna. I don't know what to say that can make you feel any better but just wanted to send you a virtual hug.

tea_lover

(((hugs))) fannyanna. Nothing constructive to add but hey, we've all had days like this before.

My advice (fwiw - not much lol) is allow yourself a night off from everything if you can. Have a bath and an early night, and hopefully things will seem a bit brighter in the morning. Bit of a cliche I know but sometimes you just need to write the day off and start again tomorrow.

firefly369

Vesper - Don't know what I can say to make your situation any better but keep holding on to the good stuff. You obviously have a husband who loves you very much and you have discovered a way to make yourself financially independant of an employer. Don't assume you know how the court stuff is going to go....the reason we have a court system is so that people can't just go around accusing each other of stuff. It ain't over till the fat lady sings.

Fannyanna - Hugs for the vary bad day/week/months. This journey absolutley sucks sometimes but people like Abis finally getting their BFP show that there is light at the end of the tunnel.

TCD & Claire - Thanks for the links. I have saved them

Lilymay & Tinks - Hope you are both still around and doing a little better.

Becca - Thanks for the lists

afm. My temp went back down this morning so no early ovulation for me.....but have loads of cm so hoping that it is not too far off.

vesper

Thanks guys and now back to ttc discusion. Thought people needed a bit of extra info to why I just can't walk into the doctors and ask for help ttc wise.

OH just phoned me up and asked what was for tea, told him that I wasn't feeling great as felt as though I have period pains. So he just says bless he'll make tea, then asked why I had period pains as I was only about cd8. Oh my gawd how long have we been trying if my husband even keeps tabs on where I am in my cycle, then turns around and says oh that means its bouncy bouncy time this weekend then. Did defintely make me laugh, he sounded so cute.

ruth26

Congratulations to the BFPs! Seems like the last few days have brought a real rush on! Hope you all have entirely uneventful pregnancies.

Vesper - haven't been here for long, but just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you and hope that everything works out. Sounds like you've been through a lot over the past year or so. Massive hugs to you.

Seems like lots of people are in need of some love and hugs. Always think January is such a gloomy month, but we're almost out of it. Shame it's peeing down and blowing a gale out there...

CD3 today so not much to report other than I feel and look like Mrs Blobby. Slowly working through a box of chocs though so it's all good.

loulou123

Hello everyone

Cant believe how many BFPs we've had this month - congratulations to you all

Still nothing to report here (too early anyways.) Had a horrible day at work and still feeling ill - normally I'd be reaching for decongestants and cough medicine, but don't want to take anything "incase" I'm pregnant right now....which I seriously doubt as I had a high temperature for 48 hours after ov (due to bug) and that combined with feeling poo property wouldn't be the most welcoming environment for a baby to begin!

Hubby has promised if I'm not pregnant this month he'll go to docs for SA, but we'll see....I'm sure he has some excuses left yet.

Hugs to all those feeling down/ill or who AF has got xx

becca0417

Waiting for call back from GP as to why she still hasn't sent off our referral etc. annoying

codemonkey

TMI warning. Just found a massive glob of textbook ewcm. Was supposed .to do an opk but forgot until I'd finished peeing. My boobs hurt. I've got AF cramps. Where's DH? Oh yeah, he's in the south of England because his stupid work send him there whenever I ov. We dtd 2 days ago and haven't since. I wanted to yesterday just in case but he was too tired. Sigh. Let's hope my body is feigning ov just to annoy me.

vesper - so sorry about your situation. I hope it all gets worked out and your nasty ex employers get what's coming to them.

fannyanna - hugs for the bad day. I know exactly how you feel.

chocoholic_chick

Vesper that sounds like an awful situation, surely the bank can provide more information as to who the outgoing payments went to, if they were by cheque could they not see who the payee was for example?

More spotting today, AF is definitely on her way, feeling miserable and craving chocolate and anything thats unhealthy basically. Wish AF would just get here already so I can get it over and done with.