No idea how I got here but need to get out of this place!

missrlr

So holiday over disaster all round, work didn't leave me alone and it's going to be chaos and horrible when I get back. Sort out finances done , ended up costing £300 more due to car issues and so on.
Really stressed about of work had impending sense of doom and stress so bad not sleeping, stomach playing up, head permanently hurting, shakes and that age old waking up bot upright scared witless.
Wits xjust want to be left alone.
Have all washing to do now (great) and then stock up for work and generally eating so need to meal plan and so on.
Would just like to be left alone to sleep and turn of my brain please.
Need to lose a stone and get fit , that is the personal plan I am working towards , so gym session for personal assessment being planned and working out the calories for work. My stomach is soo highly inflated and gassy I cdould probably be able to undertake solo flight!

Well not quite bankrupt yet but old on to your horse, it could happen!

Piquant_2

dearest one, so sorry you're having such a carp time of it workwise. Perhaps burning off a bit of the excess negative energy at the gym will be very beneficial. Certainly, hope so!

Are you still looking for another job? it's very easy to to become lethargic about moving on when you're so fed up.

Love to you
xx

missrlr

So the accounts are back up to speed and DH has complained to the we're not providing breakdown cover even though you bought it lot. He has also sorted out the fact we are not paying for the courier who didn't turn up for 3 days delaying us further.
Made some headway into the emails and think the Monday thing I have prepared for in the best possible way , just have to wait and see.

Had the Rip Odf Britian programme, so depressing but so true. Managed to get all the washing it on the line, just finished hanging it up and guess what it started to rain so had to unhang it all and come indoors.

Washing now all done, so given the weather I will now spend e weekend changing wardrobes over!

missrlr

So prior planning and preparation prevents puddle poor performance
Therefore I have planned for the accounts as far as possible and now I need to have a good nights sleep then turn my hand to the office matters and plan for them. I need to information gather and fact find. Then and only then can I be fully aware of the situation the holes and what needs to happen to get this all sorted.
And so that's the plan
And I have stayed AF since returning from hols and I Am off to the gym tomorrow to start the get fit stance off the starting blocks.
And I have been to try and sort out the car , related to the finances so one more tick in the box off the to do list
Tomorrow is sorting out wardrobe and ironing day then check work bag and get it sorted day then I may have half a chance of living
I then need to apply this to to Job hunting

missrlr

Wardrobe sorted, ironing done, washing done, house back to order, office review done need some help to plug the gaps but got a load of info and once again proved to myself that asking someone to do something cannot be beaten by EMAILING them so when they don't I have proof. Oh well nothing I can do now about it other than live and learn.

missrlr

Of course the disadvantage of not spending a lot on food before going away is that you have to restock the cupboards and fridge when you get back. t3sco robbed me today. Back to normality with a thud. DH is off to work tonight and Doglet is poorly so spending the day on the sofa having puppy cuddles

missrlr

Plaice Provençal very tasty

Piquant_2

You sound organised and in control. Hope work isn't too awful tomorrow and more importantly, that doglet feels better!

missrlr

Well have a job for the time being, and oh my this week is shaping up to be a complete b2gger. My aim is not to succumb to the booze and get to the gym. and survive the week.
And not kill anyone in the process.
Oh boy my head hurts

Piquant_2

Sounds like an excellent plan! Best you stick to it! Especially the not killing anyone bit