No T Words mentioned at all - a fresh start

hoglet121

lots of love to you fuddle. xxx

candlelight_2013

Fuds sending gentle hugs to you, rest, sleep and do as you are told.

It isn't fair, but you will be better, as you say timing is not good.

Much love to you

Candlelightx

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Morning all, FUDS you poor little mite I so hope you got some sleep last night and the medical help you need so badly. What timing eh pet? Let us know if and when you get home and for goodness sake my petal don't try to do anything except mend this time, the rest of the world will still be there when you're fixed. Look after your little self Love and hugs Lyn xxx.

LaineyT

Morning all, just catching up in the thread and am so sorry to read that you are poorly again Fuddle, please please rest up and get better soon. Sending positive vibes that this is the case.
Much love x

mardatha

And next time that gp tells you you have indigestion then tell her you want a second opinion Fuds! You now know beter than she does!

fuddle

I am so annoyed about it Mar but I know my body and definitely know what this feels like now! What I am tired of hearing is 'your heart rate is tachy, it must because you're anxious'. I know all medical staff do their best but I have been let down badly throughout this journey. For my own sake I think I shall have to toughen up with them.

I'm not on oxygen and only on paracetamol for pain so it's early on. Just wanting the 2 different antibiotics to kick in so hopefully see a reduction in my heart rate. More blood tests to see of there's an underlying reason for it.

For those who don't know my mam died on Monday. She was alone in her home and not in very nice circumstances. So many emotions at the moment so this, and being in a public place, I really could have done without.

LaineyT

Oh Fuddle, am so sorry sweetheart that you are going through so much at the moment, my heart goes out to you xx

mardatha

I'm so sorry Fuddle pet, I did not know. My mum died very suddenly and because we had never got on, I was left with guilt for a long time. You focus on calm and healing yourself now, until you're stronger and back home xxx

pollyanna_26

Fuds Just take it minute by minute that's the only way to cope at the moment . The shock and emotions stirred up together with your low state of health are a perfect storm .
Sending gentle hugs and much love
polly x

fuddle

You know what I think k it's best in here. So much going on to distract etc.

I've just told the shop I won't be volunteering for a good 3 months. Going miss it but have to be sensible.

Hey all, I'm dishes! That should have been shushed. All is ok really. I'm made of strong stuff and actually coping... for the minute.