DFW with no name (and 101 probs)

Erme

Morning all. Sorry I haven't written for a few days. No I am not moving but yes I am still stressed. DS has M staying at hers for the olympics yet I don't even have her address. Sure DS has some sort of PD cos she's just not aware of me and my needs. When I send her a heart to heart txt I don't so much as even get a reply and M wasn't brilliant this week and made the stress worse.

So yeah.....that was me. I still have my bad addiction (don't want to say what is online :eek:) so hoping GP can help on Friday but up early due to tossing and turning though had a good sleep on Friday night

Just two diddy days till debt free date but no monies till like I get the Paypal refund from RR sorted ...that could well be Wednesday if not later before it even registers on PP. :mad:

So yeah..I'm paying my tithe on Tuesday but I don't know about anything else. At some point I want to increase the electric DD so I'm covered for next few months. Have hardly had heating on over the summer yet know it'll be high come september. Must check it soon and do a spreadsheet and like work it all out

On Monday I'm starting my OU induction. There is a newbie induction at the college for us all on the 22nd september which sounds fab. . It's just next door though you get so many emails from the OU it's unreal!!!. My course doesn't start till October but I want to be ready in case like I go away for a week in september. At this rate I won't have time but still. If I don't go away I don't go away.

On the positives after all the tears and the threats to have nothing more to do with DS and M (cos they've hurt me too much and like they will keep on hurting me cos they have no insight and like don't notice me) I finally got my act together, had a bath then cycled upto D for a carry out pizza. Not to be done in every crisis (at £10 a pop) but it was the only way I was going to eat last night and I could just about afford it :j. I think if I don't spend on Monday it's added like £2 to the OD which is nothing.

So yeah might get overdraft lowered on Tuesday to £100 or something. Don't know. Anything under £400 doesn't get too much interest but still. I'd rather have no interest which it gets for under £100 (need to double check that)....

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MuffinTops

Good Morning Erme,

So, I believe today could be the debt free day???


How are you getting on with things?

Erme

Awe that's so sweet of you MT...

Not spent a penny yet....just about to get the overdraft lowered.

Yesterday was pants and had too many coffees in the middle of the night so didn't sleep (2x 3 hours) so am now overtired ...doesn't that strike a bummer....:(

So yeah need prayer.....Stomach is really playing up and like my stomach pills aren't working . Gone back on the ones prior to the good ones as I'm loathe to take the new ones (and I don't know where they are). GP is loathe to prescribe the good ones as they cost too much. Last time I asked to go back on them she refused. Only an out of hours GP got me back on them. The joys of the NHS. If you're on sickness benefit that means no quality of life and bed 24/7 due to gastritis.....:(

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miggy

{{hugs}} Erme, hope you are feeling better soon. Can't spoil lowering the OD by feeling poorly.

Well done - so many people headed in the opposite direction and you are nearly there.

Erme

They be plotting against me and messing with my brain (

Erme le gatwick

miggy

Not such a good day today?

Hope the stomach bug has gone.

MuffinTops

Hi Erme,

Sending "feel better" vibrations your way!

Erme

Awe thanks guys...

GP really wound me up on an already bad day (note this is tuesday. DFD) and like said she couldn't prescribe the right stomach pills cos like the LHA wouldn't let her. I went ape!!!. I almost self harmed and I phoned the concierge trying to avoid folk coming to my door only they sent round 'cutie in uniform'. 6 foot tall, tanned and dark hair ;D....

Cute ...baby (too young) but cute...only I didn't notice this till Wednesday am.

So SOS trip to Dr. C on Wednesday (Wed am I didn't even shower :eek:) and he's putting me back on jags. I thought I got away with the painful derriere. Today I have not. It's a little sore but not overtly. How long I will be on them for I don't know though as derriere is still quite hard from 7 years of jags prior...

So yeah OD lowered (phew) and like concert missed ....Stomach slowly improving and when I got to the supermarket I got enough for week bar cheese I think?

Am able to go out and about a bit more now but still not getting on with family. DS is a nightmare. DM is just selfish and uncaring. She was smothering me with texts the other day then yesterday she allowed herself to be used by DS to tell me not to write such long txts. Then DS had a go at me for phoning at 7.30am (lazy) just cos Ma wasn't answering her phone. Apparently it was in the bedroom of the 'bedsit' (another lie I think) and she was in the lounge. No word of even what borough DS lives in. That's the end of her birthday present Can't be bothered to post stuff via DM when DS doesn't even pay for it to be forwarded on...

Anyhow phone bill had £10 off yesterday and got a bling e-cig for £15 from J which was well pleased about (wanted a cig so spent £ on e-cigs ...on the OD but still) and am waiting to hear about purchasing a really good anniversary e-cig (7/9 - 1 year on e-cigs - 2 oz of tobacco in that time) off classifieds. Can't afford it right now but still

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miggy

Wow, you've had an eventful week! Sorry about the jags:(, but if it means you can get on with the rest of your life maybe it's not quite so bad?

I was a bit worried with you not being on line for a few days. {Hug} Nice to have you back.

As for DS and DM. Ah well - imagine if they were living down the street, if that's any consolation? (Maybe not ) Nah - you need your space. And how are the boys doing (no, not cutie in uniform;) )?

And well done paying more of that OD off! :j:j:j

Erme

Awe thanks Miggy ...hugs..

you should have sent me an email ....I check my email most days though whether or not I'd have sent you a compus mentis reply I don't know...

Seriously thinking of getting back into my exercise ..Might be a bike ride down to Mr. A this evening. Don't know...

Just got fleeced at C for cheese when it was a £1 less at Mr M (had to go there anyways for my syringes for my e-cig)...

So yeah...tis me..housework or exercise or is that rhetorical before dinner? Just had a fab time @ volunteering btw ...work with a lovely lassie on the till and even though we're not doing that well I've spied a lovely Sabbath dress when it gets reduced

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