DFW with no name (and 101 probs)

Erme

Yeah don't worry...revenge is sweet.

She emailed me from her personal email so I sent her 101 links on e-cigs just now and what they have in them etc...

My produces a lot of vapour due to the stuff it has in it...I just didn't like her attitude. Blind ignorance.. She has the problem - not my church. The pastor has apologised twice bless him

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miggy

Hey Erme! I just found your diary again! Had you lost it?

Hope you get some sleep: the potential flat sounds very exciting.

Erme

Hope I do too....

Though whenever I post on here after yesterday on Mike's thread I just want to say 'we are doomed'....Even though it's very premillenial dispensationlist (if you get what I mean...)....

Need prayers re sleep as flat is a tip and J is supposed to come to view it on saturday :eek:

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miggy

Nice to have this diary wake up again...

You are starting to sound like Fraser in Dad's Army. LOL. Did you ever watch that? Such a brilliant character. I somehow can't imagine you look like him though.

The pile of jumpers is now dumped elsewhere (no sign of Mike, which is a bit worrying) and the studies on Revelation unearthed. If Private Fraser comes back, get him to read Revelation and tell him we win!

I hope the flat tidying goes okay - you can do it, you know. Then a batch of your baking in the oven and a few flahrs in the window or something and you'll have her eating out of your hand.

(Do you know, I feel very sorry for anyone coming new to this post - what on earth would they make of it?!)

Have a good day.

Erme

I do too...

And I just found some fish nets miggy

LOL

I think I wrote a post then Mac played up (presume it just needs a like antivirus check or like a cache clearing) so never mind....

I wondered why it was not on here

Anyhow am moving pending the council okaying everything.

Had a nightmare in A+E last night. Went cos tripped over a slab in N. street and like jarred myself and post meds felt really dizzy and pain. They just dismissed me as a fruit loop (cos I was paranoid as well) and like wouldn't even let me vape and stuff. Even though I'd gone loads of times before and vaped in the waiting room - nae bother.

They even corrupted the notes and made out I'd had a proper examination when the doc was more interested in my mind then my physical self.

:eek:

And then they got some nurse to sit with me and she was so patronizing. Made me feel like a child!!! No one seemed to notice I was dizzy when I went to the toilet. I'm still a little dizzy today. But still. Don't think it's the pills. Don't normally get like this with the pills.

And then like when I got home I phoned the ward and they were lovely. Only to make the mistake of phoning the A+E sister straight after who got me in a tiss. So phoned the ward after and got a bad nurse who said something about telling the consultant I phone the ward. That just caused hysterics and like me to flush a load of pills down the loo.

Half the time everyone says I'm not well right now but like I think it's just stress.

and it doesn't help that More is a psychopath (of the M variety) and doesn't return my calls (he has personality disorder) and never apologises as does DS....He is supposed to be a friend. Some friend!!!. Never returns my texts or phones when I'm busy. And doesn't get out his pit till 12 noon then goes straight out. Why they give him ESA monies when he gets most of his £10 a day housekeeping from his Dad I have no idea...

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Erme

Morning all.

Need prayer re move. Got some boxes off Amazon yesterday. More should come tomorrow.

Have discharge appt with CPN (nurse) today and might be getting a social worker....so that's okay as she was lovely yesterday. Have Dr. C today after my bad weekend. ...pants. No time (and was too stressed) to bake. last night

And what's this about his team and the baking. According to Dr. C (last appt) he got a nibble and his team scoffed the lot. According to his secretary he kept them under lock and key in his room and they had to go in and ask LOL...

Now we all know in the NHS complaints are a waste of time and homebakes works far better (bake for the opposite shift of nurses to the one that you're complaining about ) but this wasn't my intention to cause WWIII with Dr. C LOL.

So yeah...apart from moving stress am fine. More is nightmare. Had another row with him over the weekend. Have deleted his phone number. Says he's depressed and has been to see GP yesterday. Now has psych outpatients for today. But he's not helping himself :mad:. Won't even try going for a brisk walk in the mornings to ease his depression. He's just not helping himself. I mean I had severe depression the other year (no energy for 2 months. Just slept) and I got out for my jog etc. :mad:

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miggy

One step at a time with the move hun... moving stresses everybody. Think how good the new flat will be!

I've only complained to the NHS once and I did get a letter of apology back - basically not a life or death matter but they had lost some work that was supposed to be getting done for me. I'm not sure it did much good as the same department seems to have done exactly the same again! Been 2 months...

I hope you're feeling better after the fall - can you get your GP to check you? Both Mum and I did varying amounts of damage falling on pavements and it's just not right that they should jump to conclusions and not check you properly. Do they think a MH issue makes you immune to the results of falling over? You can also complain to the Council / Highways in case some other poor person goes the same way.

Baking - sounds to me as though both groups of people are trying to pay you a compliment! Well, it must be lovely to get a gift of home baking.

Erme

Awe thanks Miggy

I am not moving. Way too stressful and the social worker I saw on Monday and Dr. C were not keen on it (though would not stop me)...so now I am not moving...

So just 5 diddy days till debt free date

Boys are getting a new housey....a sputnik off RR....and some banana brunch (good for rabbits too)....

And like Ma and H are disappointed I'm not moving and when I'm recovering from all the stress trying to get it like it was their move and not mine and they mattered more than me :mad:....they did that when I moved here. They didn't want me to move and they let it be known. But they will never change . I mean H thinks I can't make decisions for myself yet has no insight into how her behaviours cause me distress. It falls on deaf ears when I say. I know she wanted to come and stay because it would have had two bedrooms but still. She'd have taken over and not been respectful.

I ditched the high sleeper on Monday but I've still got two mattreses so that will muck up Ma's plans for coming to stay. I guess I could get a sofa bed. Or I could sleep in the hallway on a mattress and let her have my bed or put a mattress down in the bedroom. Don't know. It will be crampt. Or there's the B+B. I'm not prepared to hike out to the B+B though when she's here. Who knows what she would do to the flat if I did that :eek:

Why is my family one big stress?

So yeah wee boys out for a run. Was going to go to the free kirk prayer meeting but thought the boys needed a run more. Only just had Milo making a dash for the kitchen as I opened the kitchen door LOL...so flung him back (maybe a bit cruel but I panicked. Fortunately it was carpet and not far and not very high. He was a little shocked but okay)

So yeah just about to do my nightly reading. Had a really good time with A today blitzing the bedroom

But now the bed is right by the window so hope the impulses aren't too bad tonight. They were bad last night but the bed is made and the bedside lamp is right next to it and the clock radio no longer on the floor

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miggy

Hope the ratties enjoyed their run!

So you are staying put? Ah well, maybe it's for the best - and you do get to keep Dr C.

You will still have one wee small thing to celebrate though - that amazing wonderful DEBT FREE DAY! (Oops, sorry to shout!) It's so close now. And I love the little smiley you have dancing in celebration.

Of the options about sleeping, I like the sofa bed the best but of course you have seen your flat and I haven't so you will be the best judge of whether that would work for you. You would have to find space to store things anyway and at least a sofa bed is being useful even when it's not being slept on, but only if you have space for it. B & B maybe not the best for you.

Banana brunch hey? We used to have a rabbit who liked banana skins though he wasn't too bothered about actual bananas. The present one is very choosy and only nibbles at many things. However she adores dandelions, broccoli, carrots and dock leaves. I used to feed the guinea pigs with melon rinds (still with some melon on) which they seemed to like a lot but SF just leaves them. I had some pet treats but gave them away because she wouldn't touch them.

Erme

Everything is going wrong today

Like the lassie I was supposed to exchange with kind of like texted me a few times and said something about not being told about the fact I'd cancelled. I think she wants a call so she can give me an earful . Forget it

And Ma last night and not sleeping still with the stress reaction and for some reason I feel so angry with CPN for finishing with me even though it really doesn't change much and like one thing and another...

So today is ? grocery shop? (though just need veggies I can get from the corner shop ) and like washing.

Phoned the rough end of town's council office yesterday about a laundry card for my drying and they were like 'cost ya £5 for the card' - went to the main office. Got it for free Hope the dryers not cost too much though...

and the kettle died...so got this one - http://www.sainsburys.co.uk/sol/shop/home_and_garden/home_electrical/122397253_kenwood_jkp210_true_white_kettle.html?hnav=4294966403 which scores very high on which. Could have gotten the cookworks one at £15 (or £14) but that scores over 20% lower on which and I won't take anything that scores less than 65% on which electrically. (or there about's)...this was within budget (alas I won't get my new jeans on Tuesday ) but still.

So yeah...tis me....bedroom looks fab and had a lovely time reading in bed last night listening to ucb...

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