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Taxi...from an ugly duckling to a swan
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Hope all went well today taxi(Or as well as it could do).I am a Forum Ambassador and I support the Forum Team on Mortgage Free Wannabe & Local Money Saving Scotland & Disability Money Matters. If you need any help on those boards, do let me know.Please note that Ambassadors are not moderators. Any post you spot in breach of the Forum Rules should be reported via the report button , or by emailing forumteam@moneysavingexpert.com. All views are my own & not the official line of Money Saving Expert.
Lou~ Debt free Wanabe No 55 DF 03/14.**Credit card debt free 30/06/10~** MFW. Finally mortgage free O2/ 2021****
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***Fall down seven times,stand up eight*** ~~Japanese proverb. ***Keep plodding*** Out of debt, out of danger. ***Be the difference.***
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had another complete breakdown and refused my chemo...am in a really dark place just now and can;t stop crying and having thoughts that I shouldn't have..can't see me getting through this...I'm absolutely useless..I feel so low0
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Well that would be a shame Taxi when you've come so far.
One day at a time Hun . You CAN and you WILL get through this <hug>I Would Rather Climb A Mountain Than Crawl Into A Hole
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Awww Taxi, another one who can't sleep. There are bound to be dark days and the feeling of no light at the end of the tunnel. Is there anybody you can talk to, Macmillan, Samaritans? You will come through this, for the moment dig deep and grit your teeth. You need to have your treatment to keep this crappy disease away. We are all here willing you on. Now go and have a cuppa and see if you can get some sleep (its what I'm doing). Hugs
LTotal Debt Dec 07 £59875.83 Overdrafts £2900,New Debt Figure ZERO !!!!!!:j 08/06/2013
Lucielle's Daring Debt Free Journey
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Taxi honey wish I was there to give you a hug... Do you have to make any decisions right now ?0
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can't believe you two are awake...
I know I need the treatment but keep having meltdowns ..totally irrational I know ..I was totally hysterical today and haven't stopped crying whilst awake...they have given me diazepan to take the night before and morning of chemo next week to see if that helps and are going to get me councilling..feel so useless and have thought of ending it all0 -
deciscions in what way EL0
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I have 3 choices
somehow get over the fear and have the chemo..best option
stop chemo and die when I die
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Those are very deep thoughts Taxi. You have come so far, lets get over this blip/wobble together. Was there anything that happened to make you feel like this regarding the treatment? Is there something the nurses can do to make it easier?
LTotal Debt Dec 07 £59875.83 Overdrafts £2900,New Debt Figure ZERO !!!!!!:j 08/06/2013
Lucielle's Daring Debt Free Journey
DFD Before we Die!!!! Long Haul Supporter #1240
You monkeycat 
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