its hidden under the mattress....

grannyx2

Oh honey, big big hugs, really hope your worst fears don't turn out to be right but if they are, just remember caught early you will be fine. Don't know what else to say really, except I'm here if you need to talk x

((((((hugs))))))

debtfreewannabe321

Oh Hun please try to keep busy so that your mind won't automatically keep thinking about the dr's visit over and over. It could be for anything, like you say a cyst or whatever....my mother had a scare at the same age as me, like your mum my nan (my mum's mum) had had cervical cancer. It turned out my mum had cysts as big as grapefruits & also endometriosis (not sure how you spell that) so not the big C but she was just as worried in the run up to it all..........I'm also at the end of a pm/fb if you wanna chat. And this is your diary let it all out if need be! We're all here for support whether it's for debts or health or whatever. Big hugs xxx

happy_but_skint

Thank you both I really appreciated it I shouldn't have kept it to myself for so long! I have kept busy I went to the docs today and my gut feeling was correct I do have growths however they are non cancerous :j:j:j

DH had a day off today so we spent the day at brean beach all 3 kids loved swimming in the sea DD1 didnt want to get out, they all had factor 50 on and DD2 is the only one not burn't (strange as shes the pale blondie!)

Still no competition wins Still no money :rotfl: Still need to lose weight

never_too_old

Fantastic news HBS what a relief:j:j:j:j:j
Glad you have been able to make the most of your wonderful surroundings.I must enter more competitions........

Take care of yourself
:):):):):)

grannyx2

Pleased to hear the news, have they said if they plan to laser the little blighters out or just monitor you?

My final line is the same as yours :rotfl:

Hugs Granny x

happy_but_skint

No they wont laser them, the only real cure is a hysterectomy however they can disapear, losing weight will help a little. Its been a little like catch 22 they are causing my belly to swell and putting pressure on my back whereby sometimes I haven't moved much at all and the weight is pilling on. 3 years ago I was a size 10 now if my belly behaves I'm a size 14 if its badly swollen its either maternity clothes or size 18 bottoms. :eek:

Now I know that I just need to perserver when my backs hurting (as it truly will be no pain no gain) I feel motivated in to doing something. I think I may pinch DS's bike and start with a small bike ride and build up to proper rides, will have to do this in the evenings when its dark :rotfl::rotfl:I would say early mornings but getting out of bed ain't my strong point

grannyx2

That's quite drastic at your age, although I wasn't much older when I had mine due to cervical cancer so know what a big step it is. As to weight gain, well I doubled in size within 5 years of having my op, going from really slender size 10 to size 20 and now between 20/22. So I really do understand. Sounds like exercise is the right way to go first

Wishing you all the luck in the world that it works x

debtfreewannabe321

aww i'm so glad the news wasn't too bad. Although a hysterectomy is a major op my mother had to have the hysterectomy after all the things she had wrong with her (in previous post) and they only found out about these things because she had had an eptopic pregnancy

I know what you mean about the early mornings! I told myself that i would get up at 6am and go for a run whilst kids were all asleep (that way ds1 doesn't actively have to babysit lol) but it never happened. I like my bed far too much

happy_but_skint

DH is being a complete !!!! today no idea what got in to him, we are off to my house for a week tomorrow if he don't wake in a better mood i'm leaving him behind!

I went out for a quick bike ride 2 days ago only 10 minutes but its a start! I didnt go out last night or tonight and won't go out again until DS changes the seat by bum is still sore!

I have taken DD2 off baby milk and put her on full fat shes not ill with it this time but shes not going bed so early or sleeping all day, I put her down at 6 and shes back out now she will probably go back at 8.30, she's still sleeping all night infact we still have to wake her.

There was a massive rescue operation in Cheddar yesterday afternoon an 11 year old boy fell down the Gorge (40ft) it looks like he is going to be OK thank goodness, they haven't revealed his name he was out playing with friends so he could be local.

grannyx2

happy_but_skint wrote: »

DH is being a complete !!!! today no idea what got in to him, we are off to my house for a week tomorrow if he don't wake in a better mood i'm leaving him behind!

Hope he's woken in a better mood. Must be something in the air. Told my OH that he'd been a complete !!!!!! all week and he refused to agree.

happy_but_skint wrote: »

I went out for a quick bike ride 2 days ago only 10 minutes but its a start! I didnt go out last night or tonight and won't go out again until DS changes the seat by bum is still sore!

Good start and don't blame you re the seat, I've got a ladies gel seat on mine, much more comfy. I got it on fleabay

happy_but_skint wrote: »

I have taken DD2 off baby milk and put her on full fat shes not ill with it this time but shes not going bed so early or sleeping all day, I put her down at 6 and shes back out now she will probably go back at 8.30, she's still sleeping all night infact we still have to wake her.

She'll settle once she's in the routine and used to the milk and so much cheaper for you

happy_but_skint wrote: »

There was a massive rescue operation in Cheddar yesterday afternoon an 11 year old boy fell down the Gorge (40ft) it looks like he is going to be OK thank goodness, they haven't revealed his name he was out playing with friends so he could be local.

Wow, hope he's ok

Have a good time in your house, with or without OH x