Breathing out, I smile – Bringing ZEN to the life of a DFW

Marru

I had a great Friday, really good Saturday and very tough but enjoyable Sunday. But today I have been awful. I have been really irritable and horrible person to be with. And I do realise what I am doing and still can't change it. Ok so here I sit with glass of wine wathcing Voice on Iplayer.

One job has come up back home that I can apply for. But I really don't have high hopes. The plan B is starting to form. Three emails to send but I need to word them carefully so not a job for tonight.

I shall just say how I feel at the moment: Blah, blah, blah and blah.

Marru

I so want to quit my job. In my heart I belive that I would be ok and would find something during my notice period but my head won't let me hand my resignation in.

Tomorrow lunch break is going to be dedicated for writing emails and doing job applications.

Universe, I need 15k please as that would be enough safety cushion for me to trade my job in as of now (and that includes paying back the study costs I owe to the company).

Marru

Woohoo!! I have quit. I have done it. I have only four weeks and one day minus seven days of holiday to go. WOOHOO!!!

And I might have the next job lined up. The perfect job for me came online last night. I met with the agent month ago so immediately emailed him. He called me back and I should expect to go for an interview after the boss comes from holiday after next week. WOOHOO!!! I am confident that if I can get the interview I can get the job.

I am so happy, I feel so relaxed, I am feeling like a ton of weight has been lifted from my shoulders. :j

Marru

I am so happy, even my relationship with DD is better. That just proves how much I let my work bring me down.

I had a phone interview yesterday and it seemed to go well. So I might need to treck to the south coast for face to face interview. If I get that job I would need to move again. :eek:

However there is a possibility of two more interviews more locally but I won't know more until Monday earliest. Needless to say that not a beep from my home land. So I am concentrating my energies now to settle into good job here.

But for now I need to get offline, sort out my dishwasher, get dressed and pack stuff as we go down to Somerset to visit a friend for the weekend.

Marru

I have had fantastic weekend - I am so chilled!! Visit to my friend was just the thing and I am truly blessed to have friends like her. On that note, I shall continue watching The Voice on iplayer before retiring upstairs to snooze with my beautiful cat.

Bitsy_Beans

Glad to see you are so chilled and that things have improved with DD.

Might I wish you a sneaky Happy birthday hope you have a wonderful day xx

Marru

Hi Bitsy,

Thank you for the wishes. Yes BF is coming around to cook me a birthday dinner (steak and chips - yum) So really looking forward to that

Marru

So here are the news headlines:

- Interview down south went really well, I was supposed to hear today but haven't, hopefully will know tomorrow
- My old colleague back home is going to maternity late autumn and is offering me to run her small accountancy practice for her when she is away :eek:
- If I get the job mentioned in bullet point one I will be very torn
- If I don't get the job mentioned in bullet point one I will be broke
- I had a great Angel Channeling thingamy yesterday. Cards coming up for me were: male figure in my life, artistic expression, meditation and fertility
Interpretation: I have agreed to marry BF, I want to go back home this summer to reconcile with my dad and I haven't seen my brother for a long time - I need to find a way to sing more - Need to incorporate meditation to my daily routines - Ground is fertile for new projects and things to take root
- One and half days left in present job - WOOHOO!!!
- Put job lot of 800 books to fleabay and it already has one bid so they are going - just need to sort out the rest for smaller job lots and GET RID!!!

I am one very happy bunny!!!

Bitsy_Beans

Well done Marru, especially on the ebaying books
Can I say how happier you sound since quitting work, positive vibes on the interview xxxx

Marru

Thanks Bitsy, hmmm - you did notice that I am engaged? :T