Depression

elona

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Tiff

Sorry to be bossy - but I think that you should go to the police - they got your money by a deliberate fraud!!!!

They had no intent to repay.
I do not want to ill wish anyone but they deserve to be shown up for the evil, lying pond life that they are.

I am hopping mad on your behalf!

Hope things get better for everyone and that CCstar sells the house soon.

Sugar_Coated_Owl

:hello: Happy Mother's day to all you Mum's out there. I know for some of you it will be a difficult time but here's a hug for you 'cos I think you're all great

Lovely to see you back Tiff (((HUGS))) Sorry to hear about the person who never gave back your money. That is so awful. How do these people sleep at night! My ex bf still owes me about £700. I doubt I'll ever see it though. We live and learn eh Tiff.

You're such a fighter hun :T

Ethel How are you? Did you get to see your daughter today? If so, how is she?

I hope the meeting tomorrow goes well. It's understandable that you're feeling nervous with all those people going to be present. Take deep breaths before you go in and I'm sure you'll get through it.

Carol I've noticed that you've been missing recently. Lovely to read a post from you. I hope you're bearing up OK.

CCStar I don't mean to sound rude or pry here. I'm genuinely concerned about you. What is keeping you in this relationship?

To everyone else I hope you're OK and have had a good weekend

xxx

EthelBloggs

evening everyone, I'm not long home, tis freeeeeeeeezing out there!!!!

Daughter was ok.. although she was carrying a little plastic bag around with her and when she put it down to go off somewhere, we had a look and it was pieces of sharp stones from the unit garden! So my mum sneaked it into her handbag and we took it home with us.

We had intended to go out somewhere nice for lunch but the hospital wouldn't lend us a wheelchair for my mum so we couldn't. We stayed a couple of hours and then when it seemed that daughter was getting a little fractious we took that as our cue to leave and booked a taxi back home again. All in all it wasn't a bad visit, my mum was very impressed with the unit and its' facilities and atmosphere.. it really does have a good feeling there. So I think her mind is a little bit at rest at least

we'll just have to see what happens tomorrow now

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Awww it was lovely that your Mum came along too Glad your daughter is OK.

learning_to_drive

Ahhhh just gone mad with folks, moaning on about jobs, then the footy thing with my dad, I said he was a joke for dropping me, he said it was because of my back, I just said it was convenient, why didnt he tell me before.

Load of balls, calmed down now, frustrating

Tiff_2

Hi guys!:hello:
Hoping you're all well. Well, it's Monday and we're stuck with it, so we may as well make the most of it!;)
Just wanted to say...

ethel - Good luck and hugs for your meeting today ethel hun.:T I'm sure you'll be fine angel. I've got my pen on standby!;)

sazzy - good luck and hugs for your counselling tonight. I know you're too busy with work and the relaunch to be able to post atm, but I'm thinking of you hun - and the hat fund!:think:

to anyone with appointments or tests - thinking of you - good luck!

To the whole family, have a good Monday and take care. Got snow up here in Warwickshire.:eek: It's too wet to settle though for more than a few hours. Hope to catch yu all later. Be kind to yourself guys!
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

flis21

Morning all,

Sorry I haven't been around much the last couple of days. Have been very up and down. Friday night was great, we went up to London saw a show, had some dinner and I really enjoyed it. Saturday was ok, but I felt quite restless. Yesterday I felt really down, but couldn't show it to anyone, cos it was mother's day. Went to OH's Mums for a couple of hours and no one really talked to me, just spent time playing with my 4 year old niece, which was quite nice really!! Then up to my Mum's, everyone kept talking about money for some reason, which has been a subject I am trying to avoid at the moment. My nan just wouldn't let the subject drop, I swear she wanted to see me cry!

Then over the dinner table everyone started talking about suicide. My sister's friend does suicide watch at beachy head and they were talking about how many people go up there to kill themselves. I asked if anyone jumped and survived, apparently not. But it sounded really nice to go up there and have someone talk to me and try to convince me that life actually is worth living. I'd almost go up and threaten to jump just to have someone do that! I know, I'm mad. Suicide is something I think about, but not something I'd ever do, if you see what I mean. I have a romantic view that it is the way out of all my problems, but I know that it would just cause more problems for my OH and my Mum.

Anyway, am glad it is all over. OH is at home with me today and tomorrow. Today we are going to clean up the flat and get some washing done, which always makes me feel a bit better when things are clean and tidy. Then tomorrow my cast finally comes off. I can't wait, it is so heavy and itchy and uncomfortable. I am a little bit scared about the pain I am going to be in, will take my painkillers with me I think, also a bit worried what the surgical scars are going to look like. But never mind, at least it is a step to recovery and going back to work, which I really need.

Didn't take my tablet again yesterday, why do I do this to myself? Will make sure I take it today. If I could just have a week or two of taking it every day I'm sure I would feel better. The thing is I don't want to go to the doctors and say I am feeling really bad again, as he will just ask if I have been taking my tablets and when I say no he will probably say well if you don't take your tablets how I am supposed to help!! And I would agree with him. Not sure there is anything else he can do.

Sorry, didn't mean to go on like this. Will be on here a bit today, so can't wait to chat to people. Love n hugs to you all.

Flis

learning_to_drive

I appreciate where you are coming from with the suicide thing Flis, I certainly had the same thoughts when I was struggling, but it's something that I would never have done, Im sure you are the same.

Please please please take your meds, the best way I find is to have them near the kettle (I always always have a coffee first thing in the morning) then I dont forget to take them!

Karrie

learning_to_drive wrote: »

Please please please take your meds, the best way I find is to have them near the kettle (I always always have a coffee first thing in the morning) then I dont forget to take them!

That's what I do too. They are in front of the kettle, so when I have my cuppa in the morning, I take my tablets. If I didn't do that, I would forget and take them willy nilly.

learning_to_drive

Excellent

They are on the Dresser are mine (incidentally thats my surname, the amount of jokes ive had about furniture!) so I go there then to the kettle, so everyone's a winner!

I only have 2.5 weeks left before I have to go back, then I expect Ill be on reduced dosage as I feel a lot better, psych was very impressed with my progress.

I've signed up to a business course (HNC) that is 2 evenings a week, if I get on at ASDA House there is a chance that I may be able to do day release but that's obviously up in the air till contracts are signed. I feel that I was always ambitious enough to be a CEO of a food retailer, or at least make board level, I have enough brains to do it, its not hard, its tough, but its merely tins of beans, organisation and motivation.

Far too many of my compatriots (wrong word) get bogged down with being egotistical, im in charge etc, zzzzzzzz Just help out, graft, lead by example.

So thats that, im just trying to get my credit report at the minute as it will show a lot being settled but I cant seem to find the link for the £2 one, I dont want it online.