Depression

EthelBloggs

beer2006 wrote: »

Don't, I have had that recently, one of the reasons I haven't been here, maybe I am really lucky, but something always turns up and I'm sure it will for you.
Anything can happen...................... and it usually does.

Thanks beer... it's good to know I'm not the only one.. not that I mean I'm glad you're having a crappy time of things.. arrghh you know what i mean!

your last sentence is what worries me... it never seems to be anything good in my case, lol

big huggs n lots of love xxxxxxxxx

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Hey Rosie, hope you're OK.

Ethel You probably needed all the sleep. Do you feel any better for it now?

I haven't managed to get dressed today

EthelBloggs

I duno yet.. still feel a bit fuzzy to be honest, lol

I'm not dressed either.. been thinking about going and getting in the shower but I just can't seem to rouse myself at all.

I never went n got flowers for me mum tomorrow, so I know I'll get an earbashing for that tomorrow.. oh well...

Sugar_Coated_Owl

I like pyjama days, even though I should really attempt to make an effort to get dressed. Just can't be assed tbh. Nothing to get dressed for.

Are you going to see your Mum tomorrow?

Horasio

razorbladekisses wrote: »

I like pyjama days, even though I should really attempt to make an effort to get dressed. Just can't be assed tbh. Nothing to get dressed for.

Are you going to see your Mum tomorrow?

I didn't get dressed either - rest day

Got a viewer tomorrow - hope it's not another joker.

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Hope it goes well tomorrow CCStar

Horasio

I had right fright and this will make you all laugh

It was dark and it is dark in the back garden.

I goto the back door and as I rattle the key, I heard a loud yowl like a cat having a fight type yowl - I jumped 10 feet and screamed, as it was pitch black.

I don't know if there were cats fighting or if I scared a cat, my light was on so they would have seen me.

I'm laughing my butt off now but it made me jump:D



Another laugh for you's

I feel everyone else get flowers or chocs in a nice box

I said to my OH, I feel like I get a 'turd in a box' - so he goes off to google and lo and behold you can get them:D

We spent 15 minutes crying with laughter at that!!

Sugar_Coated_Owl

:rotfl: haha must have given you a fright.

lol @ turd in a box :eek:

Winky,_The_House_Elf

Where do I start. I've had depression before, and managed to beat it. I also suffer from SAD, which once it was diagnosed made it easier to cope with, as I accept that I have good days and bad, and can use things like a light-box etc which make all the difference.

I've just had the year from hell.

This time last year I was engaged to be married , pregnant(which was planned) and doing a job I really enjoyed.

Then I lost the baby, which broke my heart. In April my Uncle who was also my Godfather died aged 54 from a heart attack. I was also made redundant in April, but started in another job half-way through May.

If it wasn't for bad luck I wouldn't have had any luck!

We were due to get married in November, a big white wedding in the lake district, which is how I came accross MSE.

In October, on Birthday my fiance decided that he couldn't go on. He felt suicidal at the thought of marrying me, and left me after 4 and half years.

I'm now on my own, stuck 50 miles away from my family and friends.

Last week they announced that they are closing our office and 640 of us are being made redundant.


Everyone says that I am a trooper and if they had gone through half of it they wouldn't have been able to cope. I am positive and up beat to the point of being hyperactive in work.

I am sitting here in tears. I am not coping. I havent cleaned the house in days. The dog **** in the kitchen and I am howling in tears. I haven't dressed or washed.

I can beat it again, but I can feel all the warning signs of a break point coming and I don't know what to do.

I'm torn because part of me wants to stop and let my self wallow and be self indulgent, pull the duvet over my head and never get up again. The other part is S41t scared that if I do I will never get up again. I guess I haven't really dealt with all the issues that have happened over the last 12 months, just bottled then all up.

Thanks for letting me rant, I guess as someone said earlier its a cry for help. I would appreciate any suggestions about what worked for you.

EthelBloggs

razorbladekisses wrote: »

I like pyjama days, even though I should really attempt to make an effort to get dressed. Just can't be assed tbh. Nothing to get dressed for.

Are you going to see your Mum tomorrow?

Well, she said she was gonna come and see daughter with me tomorrow.. but I think she'll back out.. her health isn't very good and she doesn't like long journeys soo..