Depression

Sazbo

blinky wrote:

Big hugs to all

Blink angel. Just wanted to say how much we value and appreciate you support - and even more the hugs:) - that you give so generously on here. How's things with you though? When are you next seeing R? Tiffy's got 78p in the hat fund, so probably £1.20 between us... Take care of yourself hun Sazxxx

Sazbo

Good morning Queensway_boy :wave: Loving the elastic hugs!! :j How are things with you today? Sazzyx

Sazbo

CarolnMalky wrote:

Morning everyone :hello:

How is everyone feeling today?

I have been up since 6am..didnt get to sleep til 2am :eek: I thought my sleep problems were sorting themselves out, but apparently not.
Yesterday I was pretty bad, couldnt settle or sit down for any length of time, today I feel the same, its good in a way as the housework is getting caught up on lol!
Never got my call to go into hospital today, so the appointment is as arranged for next Thursday-so that gives me another week to worry myself grey!! Luckily I have a very supportive hubby (without him I would not be here)
Enough about me(for the moment )
If anyone wants a wee chat feel free to pm me xx

Blowing lots of fairy dust and calmness to you all
Carol xxxxx

Thank you for the fairy dust Carol! Much needed. Please don't worry yourself grey about next week. It might be worth calling the hospital again, before Thursday, just to double-check everything's in place. Love Saz xx

Sazbo

Just wanted to send extra-special hugs to Ethel and Tiffy right now. Ethel - any sign of the lit'lun? Tiffy hun I know things are really tough right now, but I do hope you're ok, you're in my thoughts as always, give me a shout if you need me. Hang in there hun, we're all thinking of you. Lots of love, Sazzxxxx

Sazbo

CarolnMalky wrote:

Morning Feely its stormy up here!! the rain is pelting down!! and its blowing a gale :eek: I feel safe indoors so thats where I am staying!! Ironing is all done and put away, towels tumbled, and just about to start on dusting. How did you sleep last night? Got any plans for today? I think (depending on the weather) we may head to the shops and maybe the cinema...if not we have loads of dvds we havent watched,and plenty of planning to do for when we go to London.

What are you thinking of doing in London Carol? Sx

Sazbo

learning_to_drive wrote:

I had a chat with someone then at the end who I worked with when I went for my interview, and she said dont get stuck on nights, you are far too clever for this stuff, you dont want to be here when you are 40.

Fact is, Ive so much to offer people, but what am I offering? I work with a lad I used to go to school with, he was a mate but left before exams, he was saying to me, you got A levels and stuff, and now here we are, working together at ASDA. He had a point, nothing against ASDA or my mate or anything, but what am I doing?

Anyways, bedtime,

LTD what you are doing is taking the first step on the road to getting yourself well and being where you want to be in life. Yes you absolutely do have a lot to offer people and the fact that you are working on some personal objectives now, or happen to be working at Asda at the moment, doesn't alter that fact hun. These things will come, regardless of age, there will be plenty of time to scale the heights - but you need to be healed first in order to do it. Much love, Sazxxx

Sazbo

geminilady wrote:

Well i will never understand men! got a text today as if nothing had happened?
I really don't know what to think.As to wanting him to commit,don't expect that,it may sound bad and maybe its down to my lack of self esteem but i think i could cope with being a mistress its his fealings for the ex i find hard she does not deserve them and i just wish they were directed my way.I know my heart is ruling my head but i was so happy to get the text.Thanks for the hugs when you are fealing really down it does help to think someone out there cares even if they think you are daft.Re posting, i can do a reply lol its how to do a new post that i can't work out.

Me neither gemini!:D I do genuinely feel for you - and no I don't think you're daft; believe me I am no-one to sit in judgement. Me saying it's down to lack of self-esteem doesn't help you, but I do think it might underlie perhaps why you feel you only deserve to be somewhere down the list of someone's - in this case, N's - priorities. I personally feel you deserve more than that, if only based on the fact that you have been so kind and caring to all of us on here. Just want you to be happy hun. Take care, Sazzyxxx

blinky

Sazbo wrote:

Blink angel. Just wanted to say how much we value and appreciate you support - and even more the hugs:) - that you give so generously on here. How's things with you though? When are you next seeing R? Tiffy's got 78p in the hat fund, so probably £1.20 between us... Take care of yourself hun Sazxxx

Thanks hun,

Your words of support are very much appreciated even if they don't always go in. :wall:

Bored at the moment. Cannot be bothered at work , but there isn't anything urgent on so I can get away with doing very little.

Saw 'R' this morning, as I was with her last night and we are going away this weekend. :j :j

Hat fund?? :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl:

Can't see you needing a hat this year... possibly next year if things continue to go well

Big hugs to everyone.

Sazbo

feelinggood wrote:

I'm in all day today - weather is a bit too bad so I will burn off calories by cleaning! Jobs to do today:
1 ~ Washing (first load in, two more to do)
2 ~ Clean old fridge (horrid job, very 'bad' area that)
3 ~ Clean kitchen floor
4 ~ Put rubbish in bin and carp in garage
5 ~ Vacuum dining room again
And then I will have 2 safe rooms Also going to clean the bathroom - that job ain't too difficult, just need to wipe down all surfaces and scrub toilet and remove limescale and things. And then vacuum. 3 safe rooms by this evening, yay! May be going to the pub tonight, that will be a challenge.

Love that hug pic!

Feelie hun - I know you're a human whirlwind, but you go easy on all that cleaning and calorie burning - we don't want you to disappear altogether!:) Please don't feel you have to go to the pub tonight ok? It's your call hun. Take care. Much love Sazxxx

feelinggood_2

Sazbo wrote:

Feelie hun - I know you're a human whirlwind, but you go easy on all that cleaning and calorie burning - we don't want you to disappear altogether!:) Please don't feel you have to go to the pub tonight ok? It's your call hun. Take care. Much love Sazxxx

Cleaning is good!! As is the calorie burning, going to become a slim feelie this year
4 out of 5 jobs done, just need to be brave enough to put things in the garage....