DreamerHelen's New Diary - "Ad Astra per Aspera"

The_Dragon

Upsidedown_Bear wrote: »

You WILL get there.

We're here if we can help - you're not alone. I know we're anonymous people on the internet but we do care xx

We do indeed! so take heed - we will care for you whether you like it or not :rotfl:

Upsidedown_Bear

The_Dragon wrote: »

We do indeed! so take heed - we will care for you whether you like it or not :rotfl:

What The Dragon ^^^ :D

DreamerHelen

Thank You Guys....you are all so sweet....and I know I have all your Support....I really appreciate that...

I heard from the Arresting Officer....apparently "he" has been in his Cell crying his eyes out this morning - GOOD!!!!

But they played the 999 Call that I made that night...and after the Jury had been excused, the Judge turned round to the Defence and said "Well you're stuffed"

But it still comes down to what the Jury believe and we'll see what happens....

I think I might get a Verdict tomorrow but I'm not certain of that....but I'm hopeful....

I'm going to be Working tonight but will finish by 8am tomorrow so that I can wait for "the phone call"....

The Police have been amazing...And I've really appreciated them....

So that's the news so far today...."he" is going to take the stand this Afternoon apparently...so I'll get told what he says as I don't want to be there....

Feeling okay so far....a bit sick and nervy but I think that's to be expected...

Bad news is that I had to use ALL my Savings for Food....so I'm starting again from scratch....I'll get there eventually but it feels like a bit of an uphill slog right now....

The_Dragon

Hmm I wonder if he is crying because he realises what he did - or that he got caught? and the Judge leads the jury generally so fingers firmly crossed!

DreamerHelen

The_Dragon wrote: »

Hmm I wonder if he is crying because he realises what he did - or that he got caught? and the Judge leads the jury generally so fingers firmly crossed!

I think he's crying because he knows he is facing up to 15-20 years in Prison!! I just can't bring it up in me to feel sorry for him....he did a horrendous thing...I didn't make him do it...I didn't ask him to do it....he just did it....Now he needs to face up to what he's done and deal with the consequences...

In other news - I've got rotten hayfever, at least i'm hoping it's that rather than a Cold....But we'll see...I can't take Hayfever tablets as they react badly with some other essential medication that I'm on....so I use the Homeopathic Stuff....works some of the time but not all of the time...

Just waiting for another Phone Call now to see what "he" said while he was on the Stand...so we'll have to wait and see...

niknok_2

Hiya hun

Just been reading your diary for the last 3 hours ... and im up to page 13 and need to meet my mum at the swimming baths now but just wanted to say ive subscribed and will be back later on tonight to finish reading

Hope you dont mind me subscribing.

x

Upsidedown_Bear

"But they played the 999 Call that I made that night...and after the Jury had been excused, the Judge turned round to the Defence and said "Well you're stuffed" "

This made me too.

Crying for himself most likely. Hope they throw away the key.

Using your savings for food is much better than borrowing more money.

Saw this, thought of you x

DreamerHelen

Of course I don't mind you Subscribing NikNok...you are welcome here ANYTIME!! Soooo Welcome......

Aww thanks Upsidedown Bear....I LOVE the Picture....and yes, I AM a strong woman....I have to be....giving up is NOT an option...

Haven't heard anything from the Police yet...they said they were going to Call this Evening once Court had been adjourned and "he" had gone on the Stand....but there won't be a Verdict yet I shouldn't think....

My Stomach is thoroughly scrambled right now....but I'm trying to keep it together....

niknok_2

Thanks Helen

Back from swimming and going to go back to page 13 to continue reading xx

DreamerHelen

Hi NikNok...thank you for popping in again...and thank you for reading....

Well I think it's safe to say that I have a cold....my nose is runny...I can't stop sneezing....my throat is tickly and sore....and I just generally feel rubbish...I thought it was hayfever at first but I don't think it is now....think it's a cold...

I think I have basically been running on Adrenaline for the past 6 months and now it's basically over I wonder if my body is shutting down slightly....

But hey, if a Cold is the worst it gets then I can handle that!!

Thank You again for everybody's support....I really really really appreciate it....