MSE Pregnancy Club 20

Princess_Coupon

From about week 2 to week 6 the relentless suction machine (DD) did manage to make mine quite scabby and agonising but I never had any bother with them pre-birth at all, the word cr**ty does make me feel quite weak though :rotfl:

purplepardalis

The word crusty does not go well with boobs....

Just bread. Although maybe that's a little bit spoiled now..... at least for a while!!

wendz86

Just had my gender scan and is a little girl! Really pleased. Poor OH though he is overun with women in the family, he has 5 sisters and 2 nieces!

Could someone put me as a girl on the list and change me to 20th April as well.

Thanks!

twoflower169

I'm sorry ladies! Warning depressing talk coming up!

I need to off load girls, I have had an ok day but my brain has started thinking the things it probably would have done 2 weeks ago if I had let it!

I have either cried or felt sick every time I passed a lorry on the road today as I now have more knowledge about the accident and my brain just keeps imagining DH and what could have happened to his body, it just hurts my heart so much to think it but I dont know how to stop myself thinking it. My brain just wont let go of it at the moment.

I cant believe this is where I have ended up in my life. I just am so low today, I'm going through the motions but my brain and heart just feel so lonely, I have never been on my own, I left home moved in with friends for 3months before I got married and its like someone took the other half of my brain away, I always chatted to dh at some point in my day, told him all the rubbish he didn't want to hear like the girls at work and the latest bickering, but we always just touched base at some point in the day as dh worked shifts. I made loads of choices without him but most of the time we always checked with the other first and this leaves me feeling every time I go to make a decision, my brain goes blank cos the other part of me that would help me make it isn't there. And then I try to think what would he choose and I cant do that either as I think oh no I dont know, how can I forget already.

I'm so sorry girls but I need to offload its too late to call mum, or friends, I'm sure they wouldn't mind but I dont want to hurt someone else with my morbid thoughts of the accident.

I feel so carp, this is probably the first time I have just cried and cried in the last 3weeks.

Sorry girls. xx

Chakani

Please don't feel sorry Twoflower. Offload all you like x

Former_MSE_Andrea

Hi everyone. Please read this and bear it in mind when you're using MSE

https://forums.moneysavingexpert.com/discussion/2864252

Thanks

Sammy_Girl

(((Hugs))) Twoflower. Offload all you need to - we're all here to support xx





Hmmmm, interesting stuff from MSE Andrea.

Thanks for the tip about the flannel Tickle. I will try it in the morning.

Good night all x

tigtag02

SexyBack wrote: »

Are you ok tigtag!!!?!?!?!??!!?!??!

Sorry - bluddy t'interweb went down after I posted this!!

I am being induced on Wednesday :eek::eek:

(for those who have me on FB please dont post )

Congrats to pukka

hugs and vibes to everyone else, I cannot remember whats going on as my brain in mush!!

purplepardalis

Oh TwoFlower honey - vent all you like. Grief is a strange thing and the more you try to fight it the longer it will last.

Time will not heal you but it will give you the tools to cope with what has happened. I lost a baby at near enough term 4 years ago and I will never get over it but I am living with it and it's part of me now. And not a part that I hate so much as I used to.

You'll get through because you have to. It is going to be s*** though. Accept all the help that's on offer - especially from those people who love you unconditionally. My mum used to come round and sit there and make me tea. I hated her being there at the time, I just wanted to wallow in my grief but she would turn up and just sit there. And she knew at the time that I didn't want her there. It did help though.

Lots of hugs to you xxxxx

tigtag02

twoflower

I have similar feelings over my mum (she died 2.5 years ago). I know its different but the principle is the same.

You offload all you want and need because its better than bottling it up - NO-ONE will evr replace him but you will learn to live with the tragedy, I promise you.

Massive hugs
xx